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2012-02-11T17:07:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
well got my pay today & was super fucked up over it , how can my pay not exceed 1000 at least w/o counting th cpf deduct part !

wtf ! super rage cus its super little luhh , howzxx? :O

walao , knn , work so hard pay so little , walao really angry liaoz luhh !

tmd -.-

siannnn cnfm this month's pay aint going anywhere . tchhhhhhhh~ :/

hmm went to work today , so many orders .

attached wrong do to th card , shitcx man !

lucky st help me take back if not i also dk lorhx :/

hmm went to check others but then wasnt there .

siannnn~ -.- hope there's not any mistake siol~ DS somemore lehx .

freakkkkkkkkkkkkk ! !@#$%^&

hmm omnomnom so went home after work , really very tired uh ! :(

so siannn siaa , just hope my brain's not rusty once school starts .

damn ! alright , hmm idk if same thing is gonna happen again , but i have that feeling it's gonna be a sad ending .

its always like this , fed up , life goes on .

fuck it , i swear . kknb -.-

okayyyy scolded too much of this abcxyz le .

*Angel , maintain pleaseeee*

hmm phewwww okayyy still gonna continue to msg him , but then shallnt put to much hopes too like what angie told me , :)

jiayous ! i'll be fine ! :(

hmm cheers to me then ! wtf ! okayyyyy loser max !

thats all ! :)

2012-02-09T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hello !

been working & nua-ing at home these days .

life's been rather fixed :/

hmm work load's been manageable & of course there were certain times its damn dread boring~

nonetheless , some got dismissed early than they should & some were just stucked there to rot :O

hmm conclusion : my pay for this month gonna be so tiny less ~ :(

siannnn , every temps last day will be on 14th itself -.-

while th suay4 gang gonna be on th 15th , to help Bala clean th room & do shit jobs .

as usual , ops admin whatttt -.-

hmm well so , tmr's gonna be payday yet im given an OFF -.-

walao , but then just niceeeee CO had a celebration for our SYF11 gold , am able to make it .

hmm idk if i should be happy or sad? SALTS .

haha new word learnt : SALTS - Smiled A Little Then Stop .

so cool uh? :)

should trend th word :)

hahah this is like so much better than LOL luhh~ :C

alright , fine . so yeapyeap ! off tmr & im gonna go to sch ard evening just to get my credit .

lols , kinda not worth it uh? :O

still , gonna nua at home till i became damn bored of it & leave for sch .

hmm mood literally went down today at work so instantly , for some reason .

sighhhhh . perhaps its all an illusion in th first place .

maybe its all my wild imagination going crazy & false hopes were created .

still , everything is back ti square one again .

sighhhh #foreveralone .

hmm blame nobody , life's never fair , even just for once .

okayyyy shallnt go in depth further , shall keep my mouth sealed .

afterall nobody's gonna be there to help pick me up when life's give you problems .

youre left alone , to settle them alone , so its good to be alone?

just like when youre having sex , your partners are there to help you undress your clothes but once you get fucked , you dress yourself separately . Cus nobody actually cares once your life gets fucked .

its th same logic , even though now you may have th best of friends youve ever met , but nothing lasts forever . Friends changed & part . People come and go .

in th end youre still gonna be alone , ALONE .

its life man . Yes ive realised , trust less , hurt less , pain less & you wont get yourself into deep shit .

Jiayous Angel , It's not worth behaving like this . Move on . Be strong so that no one can hurt you .

alright done for th day , enough of shit .

life sucks . sad life . emo mode . kthxbai :(

2012-02-04T17:18:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
back to blog !

hmm so work was rather dead & boring as usual :/

then got dismissed earlier ytd , went home to nua on th bed .

lols even nua-ing can be so tiring uh :/

rawrrrrrr~ yeapyeap ! anyw so today worked halfday & went to lunch wih huimin .

borrowed some books from library , needa get myself back into study mode soon! :)

hmm well then woke up at 3.33am just to pee .

so zhun right? :O i was shocked by it too , think its unlucky or something .

yeapyeap & yeahhhh da gu came , gonna stay with us for couple of days .

got baby ! heheh ! :D

hmm yeapyeap ! been craving for koi though , but didnt buy .

temptations kill :/

okayyyy finally have th time to go watch my entertainment shows ! :)

whoooooo ! gonna catch them now ! :)

2012-02-01T09:00:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

well its officially th 1st feb today !

omgvcxc ! time flies !

another month just ended .... like that? ._______.

sighhhhh . alright so yeapyeap ! got my posting results , went to SP .

hahah at least same course with Yong Jie , got accompany :)

hmm let us be in th same class , okayy? *hopes*

not trying to mean anything but then at least y'know will feel better if there's someone you know there uh .

hohoho okayyy so JC have started their orientation & soon schooling will start .

so many of them went to SRJC , sweeet couples ~ :)

haha alright , yeapyeap ! so valentines day in another 13 more days .

am thinking if i should continue my job or quit then find a new one?

ive been pestered to quit , lols .

but then now quit abit loser siaa , just tolerate for another 13 more days & i'll be FREE !

right? better? :O

hmm okayyyy then ! quit on 14th .

hahahaha there's better be OT , i swear :B

alright , past few days were work & went to shimin's house to slack ytd .

totally high like mad idiots ~ :)

hahaha ! alright nothing much .

2012-01-28T16:03:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
back to blog .

well fri was movieeeeee & koi marathon with jowin @ cathay .

went to watch 3 movies straight .

had koi too , smuggled into th cinema & shiver to death .

hahah ! :D

hmm went to watch JACK & JILL , WE NOT NAUGHTY & DANCE DANCE DRAGON !

hehehe th funneh metre was according to it too .

from th funniest to th least funniest .

swear we laughed like some mad dogs when we were watching all th movies !

hahahahaha ! :DDDDDD
heheh gogogogogo catch them alright?

well then we had 6cups of complementary coke for th 3 movies .

only managed to drink 2 for us .

gave 1 cup to th auntie sitting beside us , we were all very friendly :)

hehehehehe saw jasmine too ! what a small world ! :)

hmm when we finished th movies , went home then .

th trip was kinda longgggg?

didnt talk much , had so much laughter in a row makes me lethargic .

hahaha , so th day was spent fruitfully ! :)

today , went to work till 2pm then lunched @ kfc .

am so gonna get sorethroat & cough if all th oily & heaty food keep goes into my mouth :X

hmm well , who asks its festive season? :)

hehehe , yeapyeapyeap ! was veryveryveryvery boreddddddddddd at work cus there's nothing to do .

sat alone at th checkers' table dazing around .

like some loner :/

hmm then did some cuteeeee origamis :)

hehehehe i simply just sucks at those hands-on stuffs :P

alright so ended work @2pm , wanted to meet sissaye after that but then she told me that she's leaving already , so went for lunch then homed .

lolololololololol if not maybe i can ... hehehehehe *evil laughs* :)

ohhh yeapyeap ! so tmr going to be another fun day spent .

going to shimin's house to bainian before going to yx's house for steamboat :)

hehehe wo shi da mang ren ! :D

alright , gonna watch my shows now ! :)

2012-01-26T19:55:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

been blogging daily .

work's being kinda relax this week though still rather busy .

hmmm so work was fun today ! hehehe ! :)

had much laughter inside & embarrassed myself much :P

hehehe shyshyshy~

hmm alright feel kinda embarrassed going to work with my painted nails .

lolololololololololol~ but then loving it soooo much at th same time :B

okayyyy so anyw having off day tomorrow !

gonna go for movie & koi marathon @amkhub .

but then doubt i'll have 3 cups for 3 movies though .

hahaha ! will shitvcx uh ! :O

hmm alright so listening to my prince charming's songssssss~

my heart got moved by his singing ~ gonna cry already :(

hmm alright nothing much for today ! :)

2012-01-25T18:10:00.002+08:00

Hello !

just came back from bowling , pooling & arcading with workmates !

it's ex & fun somehow ! :)

hmmm so tired ! :)

went to lunch @ kfc after that , then went home .

im so tired rihgt now ~

give me a bed & i'll fall asleep .

hahaha ! :P

hmm so just reached home , mum's colleagues are here to gamble & dinner .

so noisy , but ive more angpaos ! :)

hehehe so waiting for dinner to be served .

watching my shows now ! whoooooo~ :)

hmm hehehs , gonna have movie & koi marathon on fri ~ $50 gone like that ! :O

hmmm hahaha alright nothing much for today !

2012-01-24T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hello !

today's a home stay day for me .

didnt went to visit anybody at all , been rotting at home wtaching my shows .

boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ! :X

hmm so currently waiting for my show to load while im blogging here .

work resuming on thurs & im off on fri again .

lols , waste time :/

hmm heading out to pool tmr with workmates .

hope its fun even though that bitch is around .

hmm okayyy so am feeling vry sleepy & lazyyyyy uh~ :O

cny is boring for me this year even though i was expecting alot .

sighhhhh , disappointed ):

hmm whatever it is , gonna have cny party @ wah's house .

same thought , hoping it's fun~

andandand not , ppl like ps each other like that .

tskkkkkkk~ D:

alright nothing much for today.

2012-01-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
hmmm well went to vist granny today & as well as those aunts & uncles .

collected few angpaos $.$

hmm well ate granny's most traditional & delicious & famous ngoh hiang ,

hugeeeee filings & tasty ! :D

hehehhee , can eat few bowls of rice with only that :)

alright , so it's a rainy cny this year , hehe ! :)

hmm wasnt a bad thing but then was abit troublesome .

think ive got a cold , been sneezing at home for like 3 times?

cus ive never really sneeze much , so hope i dont fall sick uh? :O

alright , so went home around 330pm like that & started to slack around th house .

didnt went to visit much , cus nope time .

making lesser & lesser trips each year .

hmm se th adults play mahjong makes me feel like playing too .

heheh :P

feel so ... outrageous? LOLOLOLOLOLOLS !

hmm alright , so nothing much already !

tomorrow will be another boring dayyyyyyy~

starting work on 26th .

off on 27th? lols , gonna go out with workmates for pool & bowling :)

dont feel like going already after knowing that bitch's gonna go -.-

sighhhhhh tskkkk~ nevermind , needa chill out yo too ! :)

i'll be more open-hearted :)

heheheheh alright , waiting for 0040 to watch my movie ! :)

okayyyyyy toots ! :D

2012-01-22T23:58:00.003+08:00

hellooooooooooooo!

hmm well its past 12 already , so HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY ! :)

alright , so timecheck : 0010 .

just finished watching "heartstrings" , cried like mad .

feeling super down now , needa pick myself up & move on .

afterall , nobody was there when i needed them .

hmm not feeling sleepy at all , gonna continue to watch runningman , hoping that it'll at least change my mood a lil .

had reunion dinner just now , it's niceeeeeee ! :)

really like not in a correct state of mind now uh?

feeling speechless .

hmm ...

went to did my nails tgt with sissaye today .

pic's on facebook & twitter .

hmm alright , so hoping to maintain my nails for as long as possible uh .

needa maintain already , huh? :)

hmm alright , manicure is sooooooo cool .

th staffs are realllllllllly professional :)

okayyyy ...

hmm so yeapyeap going to granny's house to start my first official bainian later .

wont be expecting much though .

redpackets :)

hehe , alright , really need to change my mood now .

bth already , hope everyone have a HAPPY CNY ! :D

2012-01-22T00:51:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos!

It's 团圆饭 day !

whoooooooop !~ :D

im soooooo excited for cny siaa ! hahahs !

hmm well time check : currently 1am & im here blogging .

haven catch enough of heartstrings lehx .

dont feel like sleeping siaa ~

hahah ! hmm yeapyeap ! gonna catch more tmr !

minhyuk is damn cuteeeeeeeee , i swear ! :))))))))))))))))))))))

*hearts x0987654321234567890987654321234567890*

hmmm alright , so actually past 2 days went to work for delivery .

delivered hampers & gifts to th customers by cab due to lack of transport from noel .

so went to deliver with yiwen & zowie to diff venues .

morning went to collect goods on fri that time , i accidentally broke a liquor in th hamper .

end up th hamper was in th trash , wasted ~ :(

was shocked till death when i broke it , luckily june ask me to help mop th floor only to compensate for my mistake cus there's a slope & i didnt realised so she didnt blame me for my clumsiness :O

phewwwwwwwww~

if not i really have phobia already .

so went to tour around sg , went to lepak also after delivery .

lols idk why even sit in th cab deliver also will tired .

hahah ! OLD? :O

must be old lorhx , tsktsk , going 17 only , omgvcx !

cant believe that im turning 17 this year , zoomvcx time flies~ :(

hmm sighhhh , alright , yeapyeap anyw so sat went for delivery too .

but then is 1 person/taxi .

woahhhhh then i pick th jurong point one .

though is far but then at least i know its a shopping mall & not easily lost .

but then deliver alone , i feel so gong cus i forget to take receipt for th trip there .

rmb it when im on my way back .

tskkkkkkk , gong me uh ! :(

sighhhh , must be damn nervous about delivering it alone .

was looking like an idiot when im holding th hamper touring around trying to find th unit .

ohhhhhhhh embarrassed ttvm ! :(

sighhhh , but still managed to deliver it successfully .

hohohoh ! :>

hmm yeapyeap ! sissaye coming home for reunion dinner later , whooooop ! :)

CNYCNYCNYCNYCNY ! :D

time to get fat , again -.-

hahahahs , as always .

hmm ohhhhhhh yeahhhhh so after work in th afternoon went to nex to have lunch with workmates .

from awkward strangers ----friends shooting each other with vulgars , sacarsms & humiliation .

how awesome uh?

im already feeling very terrible for not going work for 1 day cus i couldnt enjoy th fun they had .

what am i going to feel when im going to quit?

pretty much sure about it was that i cant bear to leave th place , filled with so much memories & experiences .

th people ive met , worked with , complaint with , laughed with , talk with , and manymany more to come ....

its a pleasurable experience afterall , even though pris maybe too much sometimes & th other adults which treated ops admin as some sai gang job :/

but still , things would never be th same again , yeahhh?

get my point? :O

hmm ohhh getting naggy le , hahaha ! hmm i'll miss you .

didnt even say a proper bye today .

&&& wont be able to see him till idk when cus he's like not coming back anymore? :O

sighhhhhhhhh ):

okayyyyyy enough of bullshits .

gonna head to my bed now ! :)

HAPPY CNY GUYSSSSSS~ (Y)

2012-01-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

so wake up like in th afternoon , had breakfast & off i went to tamp for cny clothes .

didnt had much harvest home , bought a bag that ive longgggggg desired for & a pair of shoe .

cooool stuffs , bought many food home to munch too .

lols , bought a piece of shirt home . quite like it .

hmm was really not in th shopping mood though i wanted to shop reallllll badly .

but then idk why , recently my body very nua .

like went to shop with mama , my whole body cmi already .

keep yawn & very lazy .

just feel like lying somewhere & sleep .

shitvcx mancx ! hope its not some illness or what :(

work is driving me crazy lorhx , all th upside down routines :/

hmm but then pris let me off for 3 days str .

hahah i likeeeeeeeee ! (Y)

hmm resuming work on fri , opening .

think i'll just work till val then stop .

maybe finding another job till march .

then rest/shop/nua till apr when school officially starts for me ! :)

NP NP NP PLEASEEEEEEEE CHOOOOOOOSE MEEEEEEEEE ! *pu-ta-geh*

omnomnomnom or maybe gonna during march period im gonna learn korean outside .

mama suggested & wanted me to learn this ! hahahs ! :)

awesomeeee ! (Y)

hmm alright , so hope my plans will work out smoothly .

alright , so tmr maybe going out to get my goodies , /serious mode on/

should be going town with huimin .

hmmm . omnomnomnom , alright , CNY is killing me .

moreeeeee shoes & bags ! :)

hohohohohohoh ! currently watching "Heartstrings"

loving it ! :)

wanted to continue watching but then afraid that my body cmi tmr , plus papa coming home soon .

shall let him use th com .

hahaha ! :)

alright , nothing much for today .

2012-01-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
back to blog!

hmm was feeling sick today so didnt went for work .

had muscleaches & feeling kinda heaty , was feeling weird jiu dui le .

hmmm planned to resume work tmr but just niceeeee hampers all out of stock so pris let me off tmr !

hahah th off like come in just niceeeee like that !

am gonna get my cny clothes ! :)

hohohohoho ! :>

hmmm alright , evil pris recently treat me like very gooooood like that !

keep treating me eat food but i keep rej her ! hahahs !

idw to make her feel like 我在欠她人情这样，因为只是吃了她的食物。

she will like say other than eating company food , i never seem to be able to accept her stuffs .

hohohohoho ! *BINGO* (Y)

yeapyeapyeap feel that i dont seem to understand myself anymore .

complicated mind i have . D:

hmmm now my body smell like yokoyoko now .

alright , think my house is like some ... idk what .

due to th decorations in & outside of my house .

hahaha ! think everyone's houses too .

lols , so cuteeeeee nehx ! :D

redpacketsredpackets~ whoooooooo ! :)

bakkwabakkwabakkwa~ :)

whooooo ! i (L) cny ! :D

hahaha ! hmmm okayyyy , anyw i think i should just find a way to stop this unwanted feeling .

should have expect this like long ago , its going nowhere .

okayyyyyycannnnnnn . i can do it ! ):

2012-01-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

finally back to blog .

yeapyeap ikr , after so longggggggg right? :)

hmm well firstly HAPPY 2012 ! hohoho though i know its like a lil slowwwwww uh?

ohh well , yeapyeap ! so ever since my last post which is 30th dec , im been busy with work .

everyday closing shift for this week = everyday cab = everyday mac = everyday fat = everyday shag = everyday die .

got free mac from irene for supper in th middle of th night .

then will always end up working till 3-4+ am .

ppl go work that time , we will be going home to sleep = owl routine . D:

hmm but nevermind , my owl routine will end today! :)

teehees! working mid for th week coming , will be working 12hrs everyday lorhx .

more $$$$$$$$$$$ ! hahas !

today is sun which is DOUBLE pay ! muahahhaha ! totally workaholic lehx me , for this month !

lololololols $$$$$$$$$$ ! :)

hmmm but then , thats not th main point , its cus ive nothingg to do so im willingly working , just niceeee today DOUBLE pay uh ! hahahs ! :P

excuses lehx me , likea loser~ :X

hahha , yeapyeap ! so anyw , been working till shoulderaches , backaches & leg aches .

had like blue blacks on me due to th climbing of wall with th guys .

feel so weak , :(

think ive become rebellious , hahahs ! :P

yeapyeap ! but was feeling quite sad ytd , by his actions .

sighhhhh , guess its gonna be th same outcome , again . :C

孤单。一个人。

okayyyyy , ohhh && got back results on th 9th .

was kinda unexpected in a bad way . :O

was expecting some of th subjects to score better , ended up all ... :(

sighhhh , due to th moderation , 心里一直很不舒服。

selected sp/np/tp for th 12 choices .

put SRJC in my 10th choice too .

but i just like put for shuang only . lololololols .

like a hard time deciding th sequence .

just hope that i get into np . iwannajoinredcampsobadlyyyyy.omfg! :O

hmm but i think if its based on score , i'll end up in sp's food sci & tech .

lols ! :P shall see yeahhhhhh? *NP PLEASEEEE CHOOOOOOSE ME UH? :D*

teehees ! hmm well , ohh so CNY is coming yo~

haven managed to go shopping due to work .

haven get my clothings yet .

haven get to make my nails , haven make my hair & specs !

so many things undone ! :(

omnomnomnomnom , okayyyy shall stop ranting ! too much already ! :S

hmm im hungry ! wanna eat goreng pisang & drink bubble tea lehx ! :/

okayyyy byeee ! :)

2011-12-30T07:31:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

back to blog .

well was given off ytd , spent my day watching dramaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ :D

im lovin it~ :)

hahahs , hmmmmmmmm yeap! so chiong from 8+ to 5pm before showering & heading out to compass for dinner .

so yeap! hmm then went to settle my new phone stuffs .

urghhhhh , damn troublesome siaa :X

hmm alright rushing for work now! :)

2011-12-26T13:14:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos!

today gonna be another boring monday~

whooooop! :)

hmm so work is gonna resume as per normal tmr , xianz siaaaaa~

working opening tmr , needa wake up damn early yo~ -.-

tired sehhhhhhh~ :/

alright , hmm so im like waiting for th guys now to come .

playing triangle today . kinda xianz ~ :@

hmm still , lack of sleep .

slept at 430am last night .

woke up ard 10+ .

only 6hrs of sleep , brrrrrrr shag~ :(

hmm hope my dark rings dont worsen .

results releasing in about 2weeks time .

damn scared siaaa~ :@

i really hope its not what im thinking , hmm okayyy~

chill chill chill~ :@ sighhhhhh~

hmm alright , i really dk what to post .

hahahs ohhh wait . today's th 5th day i think .

urghhhh , things are really diff when he's not there .

not only me , th others working with him feels th same too .

wahhhh , can see that he really very important & his presence do makes a difference ! :)

hahahs ! alright , gonna like slack now ~ whooooop! :)

ohhh 5 more days to end of 2011! :O

2011-12-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

its xmas today !

hmm well so spent my day watching dramas , looking through ply courses & went to buy groceries for dinner .

ate steamboat , lols , phobia siol ! :@

hmm alright , so xmas is like gonna be over real soon , in another 50mins or so .

kinda sad , each year past by , th mood for xmas seems to be more dull .

lols , still , we know it by ourself deep down our heart can le ! :)

right? hahas lols , alright , yeapyeapyeap so th guys are coming over tmr for mahjong session .

lols , they then are gambling king k? :) hahahs , alright real short post for today .

gonna chiong my running man yo~ :)

2011-12-25T01:06:00.002+08:00

MERRY XMAS PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP ! :DDDDDD

well so just ended partying at gf's house .

it was fun overall .

hmm played secret code , in between , blackjack , did gifts exchanging , ate colouful cupcakes , manymany rounds of steamboat && movied .

typical stuffs ! hahahs ! :)

hmm well today woke up , knowing that im not needed for work , feeling greatttttt! :)

aiiisaaaaaaaa , so drama-ed till about 2am last night before i went to sleep till ard 8+ .

lack of sleep :/

lols then went to shop for xmas present ard 1+ till 3+ before rushing home to meet up with th guys .

thought im th latest , ended up being th second .

lols :B so waited for th guys to come , theyre reallllllllllly slow -.-

hmm still , went to meet them in NTUC with gf's dad too , shopped , dropped , rolllllll~

lols , okayyyy idk what's shopped , dropped , rolllll~

hahas piece of random shitvcxz~ :O

hmm alright then yeapyeapyeap ! helped to prepare th food etc & began eating away happily ~

ended up bloating like max siol~ gonna dieeee any moment .

hahahs ! :) hmm then chilled out yo~

ended everyth like ard 12.30am?

countdown(?) before leaving , camwhored few pics~ :D

yaynessssss ! (Y) hmm okayyyy i haven open mc's present yet , think gonna open it like when im awake later? hahahs lols ~ alright thats all?

yeappppppp~ merryxmas&ahappynewyear~ :D

2011-12-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

back to blog!

hmm well today is th last day of extended shift .

work till 7+ today .

xianx ttvm ! feel like sleeping in th afternoon , was really hyped up after dinner !

lols im like considered nocturnal siaa , :B

hmm alright anyw so today it's th 3rd day ..... ):

like 1 more week to go? :O

brrrr , damn xianz , :/

hmm anyw today's xmas eve of th eve ! :)

exciteddddddd anybody? for xmas?

hmm tomorrow joining guys for xmas celebration , just hope its gonna be fun yo~ :)

hmm alright , still haven make any presents yet , urghhhhh , damn ! -.-

shall wake up damn early tmr for present hunting & shop for some clothes , shoes etc before heading down to meet th guys ! :)

whooooooop! :) yayness ! hmm finally time to enjoy myself .

hmm gonna be a loner tmr , whoooop , no worries , carefree~

alright , work was rather slack recently , was kinda unexpected cus since festive season is just round th corner , orders should come & go like non stop right?

in fact , it didnt . hahahs relief?! idk ... sad that there's nope opportunity for OT . hahahs :@

hmm pris became better & more caring? think irene did took some measures aldy ,

so not used to it siaa , but still , we're still on our guards against her .

she today ... wahhhhh ... :/

sighhhhh , hmm nvm , at least i feel accomplished today !

learnt to edit changes myself today & learnt how to print ! whooooop ! :)

hmm alright , work was better when you know th people ard you !

met so many new friends , some were funneh , niceeee , cuteeee , kinddd & fun ! :)

hahahs yeapyeapyeap! i know i rocks ! hahahs ! :)

new friends been saying that i look cuteeeee . they say whatever i do looks cuteee .

hahas wts , not trying to self praise or whtever , but then yeapyeapyeap! just feel so not used to praise , hahahs ! weird me ehh? :)

alright , should be able to survive till end of jan uh? :)

&&&& yesssssss , heard some things today , (bad) which kinda really shock me much .

idk isit true or not , but then it really shock my mind okayyyyyy D:

sighhhh , nope matter what , if it's really th truth , i'll have to accept for who he is , afterall thats him right? if he's willing to change , we should give him a chance right?

everybody deserves a second chance , dont they?

i really understand th feeling of being not treated like how they want it to be .

that feeling just sucks :(

alright , yeapyeapyeap , thats for me to reflect upon on .

hmm realised that our office room people are really wayyyyyyy better than th outside one .

all like machiam so dao & scary lorhx .

eeeeew i dont like , hahas ! so NOT gonna make friends with them ! :P

hohohohoh! xmas is coming to town~ :)

2011-12-22T08:44:00.002+08:00

Morning peepos!

preparing for work now !

rushing like mad , working at 10am today .

there's nope extended shift anymore .

uhhhh , tired siol ! :(

everyday weather so cold , hiding in blanket all night , shivering :(

hmm kinda loving it , but i dont get th privilege to enjoy it for long :@

ohh well , so was thinking of what gifts to get for xmas exchange , but then there's still nope gifts in mind .

&&& due to work in th morning till night , i didnt have th time to shop .

was so afraid that i cant get th gift in time manvcx ! :(

sighhhh , think im gonna do last min work , shop for it on sat once i ended work then shall plan to meet th guys later on .

hmm shall notify dilon later then .

ohh well , im waiting for mum to come home with breakfast & im gonna like try to finish it in 3-5 mins which is impossible , hahas !

okayyyy done blogging ! toots ! :)

2011-12-21T11:21:00.000+08:00

Morning peeps ! :)
hmm well past few days work was rather boring & slack?
working closing th whole week .
kinda xianz -.-
hmm but still had much fun inside , hohoho met new friends ! :)
anyw yeap xmas is coming in 4days more !
excited? whoooooooooop! :)
im kinda , hahas lols , just hope its gonna be fun & memorable uh ! :)
hmm so work ytd was kinda slack too , had meeting with irene & th guys ,
complaining about their unhappiness , && promised irene to work till 14th feb which is valentine's day .
after that shall quit ! hahahs ! :)
hmm 8days without seeing him , kinda like .... ? :O
hahahs , wts , that shouldnt be my main focus now uh .
sighhhhh , ohh well , yeap ! back to work , it's really beginning to be kinda fucked up .
cus of suck up workers , bias & unfair supervisor , fucked up treatment & pieces of bullshitzxcx !
perhaps this is th side of working society?
youve to bootlick th heads & so that your future may shine?
eeeeeeeeew , really cant stand those bitches outside too .
thinking that theyre th top models or something , acting likea big fuck ass? :(
just like ... get out of my side .
omgvcx ! :O
but still , ive working buds that are really funneh ! :)
ohh alright shall prepare for work now ! :)

2011-12-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

Hello peepos!
back to blog !
whoooooop ! :)
hmm so work today was rather slack?!
hahahs , working closing shift with huimin today , damn funnehh siol she ! :)
cuteeeeee gal ttm ! :)
hmm so been checking & checking then finally got this 109 orders there , to check .
instant death , hooooo ! :X
hmm then huimin & dilon help check while me & st help tie .
wahhhhh tie until my hand blister sia ! :X
used like 200+ rubber bands sehhh , wts , my hand cui liaoz luhh ! :(
hmm anyw walked home with st & th others ytd night ! hahas managed to catch up with them !
hoooooray ! :)
hmm then today's work was also ... :)
hahah lols , hmm im going crazy le , keep having evil thoughts uh ! :P
hahahs okayyyyy , my bad uh .
alright , so went home with huimin & ernest , laughed like mad !
they so damn epic ! lulz ! :D
hmm alright , its like finally i can go home with th sunlight , everyday go home always so dark one lorhx .
tsk ! :S brrrrrr , nvm , i likeeeeee ! :)
hmm working closing next whole week too ! grrrrrrr ! :@
my beauty sleep ! :/
hahah anyw knew 1 more thing about him today - He got a sis , lulz ! hahahs ! :)
angel hwaiting ! :)
alright , gonna watch dramas now ! toots ! :)

2011-12-16T12:18:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

back to blog .

hmm well was busy likea bee this few days .

so yeap ! there's nope work on sunday , woke up ard 9+ to chiong finish my drama fr whole day .

brain dead max , watched till 9+ before i tuned in fr work th next day .

work on monday was normal?!

tues after work went fr chalet , as per normal , nothing much , loner much , sadded much , enjoyed much?! :O

hmm watched horror movie before tuning in @6am .

slept till ard 8-9+am before waking up to clear th chalet , lunched @ ehub , gf's house(mirrors) then work in closing shift .

really damn shag siaaaaaa ! uhuh siol ! :(

slept fr like 2hours nia . state of mind is literally -100000000000000000000000% !

lulz , alright then orders keep coming in , making me crazy !

&&& im doing it all alone , lucky there's other peepos helping me !

appreciated much ! (Y)

hmm knocked off around 10.30pm with st .

was pretty much awkward while waiting fr th lift . goshhhhh :>

hmm i think i look retarded cus i keep press th lift button , in th lift also , likea omgvcx !

but he started th conversation , thankgoddddddd ! :)

hmm chatted along th path , hahas its really nice of him :)

then went daydreaming otw home .

lulz , hmm working closing shift th whole week .

went home alone ytd :(

hmm was expecting ... though . lulz , think im crazyyy :O

planning to work more than a month i think?

starting to like th work much , cus of th ppl?

idk too , hahahs ! hmm alright , like nothing much le , phhhh there's a film production coming today , hope to get on screen . lulz ! hahahs ! :)

2011-12-10T19:43:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

back to blog !

whoooop ! so today's work was kinda slack?! :O

hmm got some lecture somehow though , feeling angry cus i believed that it's not my fault ! :@

sighhhhh , really damn frustrated about it de ehh :/

like seriously uh , rawrrrrr ! :(

hmm always we 3 kana one lorhx , wtf , biased -.-

anyw am still thinking if i wanna continue to work fr more than 1mth not but now , i think im changing my mind :X

totally not worth my stay .

even though pay increased ! lols only after like my 3days of work !

whoooop ! :P

hmm alright , anyw knock off early today , went to meet beloves !

went to starbucks & sat there fr hours talking about everyth , had a great laugh with & at each other !

hohohoho :>

hmm then took some photos , :)

am loving it ! :D

hahahhas , gonna meet up again fr mahjong & more htht ! :)

alright not gonna work tmr , am spending my whole day & night chionging my dramas !

whoooooop ! :D

2011-12-09T19:57:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos!

well was really busy cus ive finally started working !

whoooooop ! :)

hmm anyw started work on 7th dec .

first day of work was pretty fine .

met 2 new friends . hehes , they became my best work buddies :)

hmm everyday have to bring our own food there to eat cus there's no canteen in th building itself .

but there's food couts nearby , we're just find it too troublesome .

hohoho ! :> hmm yeapyeap ! so cus its my first day , ive th tendency to like do as much as possible , hmm then at first was pretty confusing & easy at th same time , th supervisors was pretty niceeeee & friendly ! :)

whooooooop ! hmm yeap then ended work ard 7.30pm .

whoaaaaaa , late uh? then second day of work was pretty easy too , sit down there check ---> staple -----> paste -----> sign ----> submit .

hmm all manual labour lorhx :X

time passed pretty fast each day .

but seriously im really damndamndamndamndamn sad & angry & excited after my 1st day of work .

idk why im feeling like this , but then that emotion just rise up & idk what to do .

idk isit th ppl i met there or isit just by th way im being treated during work?

its just only i can feel it , idk how to describe/explain to ppl .

i bet they dont understand too ):

sighhhhhh , but i believe that things will be better & somewhere over th rainbow , way up high .

hahahas okayyyyyyyy crapppp! .__________________.

today's my 3rd day , whooop ! ended work at 6.50pm . 10mins earlier than my shift .

lolololololol , plus got good news today = MY PAY INCREASED ! :DDDDD

whoooooooop ! at first i thought im gonna get scolding cus there were some careless issues end up she's just telling us that our pay increased ! hahahs idk its a relief or what?! just felt cool ! :>

hohohoho , yeapyeapyeap ! then worked as per normal , begin to feel like part of th working group now , whooooop ! :)

hmm but still , bitches everywhere , not excluding from my wokrplace .

there's these 3 girls i really cant stand them .

even my working budds felt this way too , hohoho ! :>

just hope my shifts will clash with them as LOW as possible , idw to see them ! :((((((

alright , anyw tmr's half day only ! hohohoh ! :)

happygal95 ! gonna end work & meet pri sch best budds fr catch up session !

whooooooop ! :) so gonna treasure th moments ! hohohoh ! :D

hmm its kinda disappointing that our picnic was changed to htht @ some cafe due to my work & some other etc ):

but still , im sure nope matter what , as long as we're together , even talking will definitely be fun & elating ! :D

hohohoho ! yeapyeapyeap ! alright thats all fr now , gonna sleep now !

working at 8am tmr , ohhhhmo ! :D

2011-12-06T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

well went to interview today !

actually isnt really an interview , just went there to fill up forms & asked some few questions .

tadaaaaaaaaaa~ gonna start work tomorrow morning , likea xianx -.-

hmm after reached home , felt kinda regretted to sign up fr th job , like feeling that nervous & sad feel .

sighhhhhh , just hope that work tomorrow is smooth & i can hang on fr months before my another chapter of life begins .... :O

hmm alright , so actually im really feeling scared & anxious & lil excited about th job , though there're still yx they all around , afterall , felt not so 踏实 in my heart ehh .

esp when there's th 2 bitches there .

urghhhhhh , hate myself at times like this .

work havent start yet already let others bring me down le . fml .

hmm sighhhhhh , just hope i wont fall asleep at work tmr due to boredom .

i'll give my best too ! :)

gonna watch show now ! byeeee ! :D

ohh btw wish me luck too ! hope th job is unavailable on weekends , i wanna play ! :X

2011-12-04T13:15:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos!

well just done some workout .

literally likea fool .

hahahs played like some crazy ass ! but its super fun ! :)

gonna shower after i blogged , hahahsh !

well went to attend dinner ytd , th food was not as great & satisfactory as sissaye's wedding .

still , enjoyed much :)

lols hmm so ate till my stomach went bloated like hell . suffocating :/

hmm homed ard 1130pm .

shag like max , slept throughout th journey . hahahs ! :P

hmm today is another boring sunday~

lols hmm not gonna do much too , as usual :/

hahahs sissaye peii me workout now too .

lmao , we're damn retarded ! :B

hmm alright , cant wait fr outings coming up ! :)

hope its gonna be great ! :D

lols , hmm nth much le ! i just cant stop laughing , difficulty to blog .

hahahhahs lmao ! :D alright , keep haivng weird dreams & deep thoughts at night !

rawrrrrrr , :/

some make me learnt some things & values , however , feel so screwed up still .

sighhhhhhh , life is all about give & take isnt it?

i give all my friends away , end up taking away nothing .

come to think of it , felt so depressed & lonely .

perhaps its my fault? idk , keep say i dont wanna care but still cant help it sometimes .

why am i such a loser? fml .

sighhh , alright not gonna say more le . ):

2011-12-02T20:01:00.002+08:00

Hello lovelies ! :)

alright , well day was rather boring?

went out early in th morning to settle some stuffs , end up wasted my trip there .

then went to trim my hair a lil , attempt to change hairstyle failed :/

hmm then went to nex to shop .

happen to see this real cuteeeeeeeeee max "Hello Kitty Xmas skit!"

hahahs really enjoyed myself max ! :)

i went to stand right at th kids back to watch th show !

damn cuteeeeee ! i like th pompom ! :)

hahahs prince Daniel also very handsome ! :)

lols , hmm anyw yeapyeapyeap! went to tour around many shops .

bought pretty much stuffs , bands > pants > necklaces > food .

cost a bomb :(

hmm just hope im gonna start work like pretty soon next week uh?

if not ive just wasted close to a month of holiday to enjoy myself :@

hohohoho! :> smell xmas is nearing each day ! :)

yipeeeeeeeeeee ! just hope its gonna be fun ! :/

hmm tmr gonna attend wedding dinner , hope its fun ! :) *FOOOOOOD* :)

lols hmm alright , seeing my dearests all spending their holidays wisely , kinda ... idk how to describe th feeling . woohoooo am i having some prob? :O

hmm nowadays have sleeping disorder ehh .

sleep late = wake up ealry th next day .

like today , i woke up at 7+ when i set my alarm at 9am . worst , i slept ard 11+ ytd night .

best sehhhh , body clock screwed ! :(

cui face = cui sai ! :(

hmm alright , nth much fr today , am feeling kinda sad today .

sighhhhhh , tong ren bu tong ming uh ............................................ D:

2011-12-01T20:44:00.002+08:00

Hello dec ! :)

well its th start of dec today .

idk why , am feeling th sudden adrenaline rush in my body .

lols , likea fool now ! :P

hmm so #byenov #hellodec now ! :B

just hope it turns out great !

CANT WAIT FR XMAS ! :)

woooohooooooo !~ :)

hmm alright dec packed likea boss ! i like ! :)

preparing fr work this month , actually should have started earlier but got held on then .

10dec - pri sch clique outing ! (L)

13dec-14dec - 2A09 + 4E111 class chalet !

23dec - SPRTANS likea wall outing ! (Y)

hmm && many more events coming up ! like xmas party & countdown party?

hope i had some share in it ... :@

hmm alright , then going fr open houses then still considering fr 4E2 chalet before release of results few days later .

omgvcx then it'll be CNY le ! :O

woahhhhhh yo~

did nothing worthwhile during these breaks .

woahhh , like wasted lehx .

watched many dramas recently .

bored till idk should do what now .

lols , alright nth much fr today .

going submit application form & cut hair & shopping tmr ! :)

2011-11-30T20:50:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos !

finally back to blog !

well continuing from where ive stopped , REDCAMP8 WAS FUCKING AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

hahahs literally had fun fr 3days straight !

whoooooooooooooo!~ SLs were freakinggggg handsome + cuteeee + caring + mature + FUN! :)

*winks* saw this really cool guy , really liked him loadsssssssssss ! :D

hahahs he damn cuteeee cancxz? :O *drools*

totally forget about our guy in yyss , he OUT le luhh ! so lousy -.-

hmm ohh anyw yeapyeapyeap! so really enjoyed camwhoring with th SLs & had so much with them !

suffered from RCWS after th camp ! hahash totally no joke ! :B

th last day was camp finale , swear its damn touching & sad fr those year3 SLs esp ! :(

nearly cried watching th vid , like sooooo sweet & heartwarming ! :(

GOING FR POLY FR SURE ! :D

i wanna be RCSL desperately ! :)

hmm so prom was on th 25th .

idk isit cus we're too used to th high & enthu atmosphere at RC8 that we're so bored by th prom emcees? well fr me uh , really damn bored & cui & sad that day .

didnt really ate/enjoyed much cus not feeling very well on prom + somethings happen , totally damn sad fr prom :(

still nearly cried :( sighhhhhhh , had to swallow all these alone on that dayy~

felt so much better when chia gave me her homemade cookies & pic-ing with tgf :)

hmm ohh so slowlyslowly walk out of th hall & reached home about 11pm .

think i cried myself to sleep that night , that sudden urge of crying is overwhelming :(

sighhhhh , sad ttvm ! :(

hmm shallnt talk about it , was really sick fr th week after that .

was caused from RC8 lorhx , keep cheering & screaming cheers , damn awesome feeling :)

but went home suffer those sorethroat + flu + cough = wanna die cant die feeling ! :@

am still feeling worth & excited & hyped after redcamp .

lols had that feeling like RC8 past very long ago like fr weeks but actually only past fr 6days :(

imissspartans&SLs!:(

hmm xianx next year sureeeeeee alot ppl go there de lorhx , dont even wanna see some of their faces -.-

fuckhellyeahhhhhhhh! _|_

sighhhhhh , alright , another chapter of my life had closed .

am i prepared fr poly life?

well somehow i guess?

but th thing is i havent even played fully yet ! havent even prepare myself fr th results , just hope i wont faint on th day upon receiving my results ! :(

alright , im more certain in which course i wanna go aldy ! :)

just hope everyth fall into places by then :)

havent start work yet , tht lady on leave -.-

lols think should be starting this week barhx , after tht lady comes bak on 2dec :)

ohhhh attending wedding dinner this sat , my hair likea cui nia .

lols rebonded my hair ytd only , she didnt cut th hairstyle i wanted .

gonna go somewhere cut again , i guess .

lols , just hope it turns out nice :)

changing specs soon too , cus eyecheck also along this week :)

after wedding dinner will be excited fr pri sch clique picnic ! :)

whoooooooo ! :D

gonna get a jumper soon !

anyone knows where to get cheap & nice jumper? like msg/fb/tweet/blogchat me uh?

im 24/7 available there ! :)

hmm well , but i think im like talking to th wall only . lols :/

#foreveralone :(

hmm ohh well , aint gonna let those cheapos beat me down , gonna show them what Angel Ng is made of ! :)

hahahahs , ohh well , nose is running likea tap now . tissue everywhere !

sorethroat & ulcer is over too ! :)

left cough & flu ! :(

miserable at night ! O:

ohh well nvm i'll be strong ! :)

hmm anyw wondering if i should go fr class chalet not .

dont feel like lehx , think im not going barhx?

likea waste time only uh?

ohh well , shall not give a damn anymore !

hmm btw pics are on fb ! RC8 & PROM .

ohh went to sch to ammend my cca cert ended up gt rejected !

arghhhhh , i mean like yes changing th points wont affect my grade cus its already A1 , so they don want to change but then my participation is 4years what , they only give me 3points !

then other columns got counting error also dw edit .

i mean like by right they should do their part correctly & properly right?

but they didnt , so if i show my employer my cert so i should say is my teacher dw edit cus they lazy?! :/

like wth right D:

stupid world nowadays , just hope th world ends next year uh , nope need worry le .

hmm ohh watched MAMA ytd , lols , literally twitter/fb spam like shitvcxz uh !

went gaga over SUJU !!!!!!! :D (L) (Y)

they were th biggest winner ! hahhahs likea awesome max ! :D

hmm alright , enough fangirling le ! :)

HAHAHS nth much le ! :)

2011-11-20T21:35:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos!

finally have time to blog !

well past weeks were satisfying !

hahah ! :D

been mahjong-ing with mahjong kakis & did my surprises ! :)

not that bad afterall .

went town , bugis , neighbourhood areas to shop while others shop fr prom stuffs .

hmm finally made up my mind on which dress to wear !

hehehehehhehes :P

hmm so frm next week onwards will be damn hectic max !

gonna attend red camp frm morning to dawn @ 22-24 nov .

then prom-ing on 25nov .

after that workworkwork then few weeks later prepare fr 4E1 & 2A chalet ! :)

excited max ! :)

well but from what ive heard , this year not alot ppl attending , well so i bet i'll be less .. awkward there? :O

just hope ppl i dislike dont go can le . tsktsktsk :/

hmm anyw yeap ! so been mahjong-ing with kakis (ck,yx,mc).

went xy house host first > tauhuay > home .

then mc host house > home ytd .

today , my house host .

i swear th feeling of hosting an event is totally diff .

well , im not a bad host afterall .

hahahs just hope my parents will be understanding cus there's nope gals inside .

&& i know they'll understand me ! hahahs ! :D

hmm anyw yeap ! in between these events going fr pri htht + picnic ! :D

like an awesome canvcx?

totally missed them like madcxzxc! :D

awwwww , hmm so been winning in all 3 days fr mahjong .

won like $6+ today? hahahs yayness ! more $$$$$ fr shopping ! :D

hmm alright , so during these days bought myself shirts, pants , shoes , accessories .

just see what buy what kind . but costs a bomb luhh ! :X

afterall my income keep go out then go in uh .

hmm decided nt to be a tutor anymore .

just gonna work @ mama there & maybe 1 more job?

idk what luhh but is less stressful & high pay & more flexible ! :)

hmm been sleeping irregularly , eyebags & dark rings are totally spoiling everyth -.-

damn ! i promise i shall sleep early tmr ! && i have to anyw ! hahs cus next day is 1st day of red camp , dont wanna look shag ! :/

lols even if cant sleep also must sleep ! hahas !

okayyyyyy gonna sleep before 10.30pm tonight ! :)

hmm anyw before i forget , today is 20/11/2011 , 20:11 .

likea cool horr? hohohoho :)

hmm this year like alot special dates uh ! :)

lols , hmm alright , likea nth much uh?

ohhhh , im beginning to fall fr ryeowook siol ! omgvcx SUJU ! :DDDDDDD

hyped up max ! :) everyday listen to their songs also wont xianx instead i'll smile to myself when his part comes .

omgvcxz likea crazy right? but it cant be controlled so 1 day if u see me like this , dont be shocked .

im just being a fangirl :)

hahahsh ! :D yeapyeapyeap ! hmm so gonna get their tix if theyve a concert in th future !

ryeowook ftw ! (L)(Y):D of course i think sungmin , kibum , donghae , yesung , leeteuk , kyuhyun , kangin , shindong & eunhyuk also very cuteeeeeee & handsome & pretty luhh ! lols i like everyone except heechul? hankyung not so much .

hahahs ! ooooooopz ! :O

hmm alright alright , still ryeowook is no.1 ! whooooooooooooo ! :)

wanna join his fanclub lehx ! xianxzxc ! i want it so desperatelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

hmm feel me now?

1 day dont go see their vid whole body feel so not myself lorhx !

omgvcxcvc ! totally gt suju virus ! :)

now i understand how heli feels towards eunhyuk ! :D

hahahs ! cus i cant control too ! ryeowoooooooooooooooooooooooooook arhx !

i even put him as my ipod wallpapers lehx ! totally likea best ! :)

i even thought of going to korea & apply to be suju's housekeeper ! hahahash ! :D

damn , thats fat hope lorhx ! they wont even choose me ! :(

but ryeowook likes girls taller than him & he loves to cook !

damn ! i meet his criteria ! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

but .... sighhhhhhhhh ! :(

hmm alright ! just hope i can get th tix fr th concert first then say ! :)

alright anyw i think im nt doing th card fr him anymore .

seemed redundant? will just express my thoughts thru sms then?

at least you know , hmm .... yeapyeapyeap! this shall be th plan then !

shitcxz ! still nt done with th teachers one ! arghhhhhhh , time is running out ! :(

ohh i wanna go gym & join hiphop dance class to upgrade myself !

i wanna change my hairstyle after prom ! totally desperately wanting to change myself & my looks , both externally & internally?

boooooooblopblopbooooop ! im so bored ._________.

alright anyw been in deep thoughts every night , realised that everyone is a hypocrite .

its a fact though , hmm yeapyeapyeap! shall continue to be in deep thoughts? hahahs ! :)

lols , been watching running man to waste my time away .

totally laughed like mad ! their entertainments are so damn hilarious lorhx ! :)

why s'pore nooooope have? boooooooo :X

hahahs ! 8) hmm yeapyeapyeap !

been kinda elated after O's though , just hope this continues to stay ..... :O

alright , was so agonised by my o's results .

i know it'll not be as good as i expected :(

just hope it's not as disappointing as i thought it would be .

its like disastrous till i dont even dare to imagine ! :(

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , feel no sense of accomplishment ! :(

shall stop emoing le , alright toots ! :D

everythingseemedtobecausedbyme...isitreallymyfault?

2011-11-11T19:06:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos!

back to blog!

whoooooooo today is 11/11/11!

happens only once every 100years!

gonna wish big , you too ! :D

dont miss th good chance to confess/celebrate with loved ones uh! :)

anyw fr me i went out to get some stuffs & studied fr mcq .

feeling so lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy each day ! does ur feel it too?

hahahas lols ! :P

omgvcx anyw yeahhhhh , fb is getting boring each day .

everyone is migrating to twitter .

xianx , then everyone will migrate to another social web if twitter becomes boring ! -.-

anyw addicted to temple run much .

omgvcxz im sucha newbie(noobie) luhh ! hahahs ! :X

my score lousy like @#$% ! hahahs !

anyw yeahhhhh much fun! :)

lols , anyw super addicted to suju now , ryeowook!!!!(L)

freakingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg cute like freakingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ! omgvcxvc droooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooools like mad ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd

hahahas im crazyyyyyyyyy !

yes cos im mr simple ! :)

hahas this is really crap .

wahhhhhh his voice is soooooo sweet ! :D

omgvcxz sexy guy , i likeeeeeeeee much! :D

hahahs anyw yeahhhh , i still love shinee too! :D

alright , all papers down left mcq .

worst part is everyone ends at 9am but phy/bio ends on 3pm .

omgvcxz ! xianx likea 1000000000000000% max ! :X

i wanna shopshopshopshopeateateateatplayplayplayplaysleepsleepsleepsleep much! :X

been toning past few nights , twitter is too addictive & interesting .

muahahahs !:B

hahahs , anyw been catching some dramas & novels ! whooooo! :D

addicted much , totally nope time revise .

hahas just hope it ends well , hmm gonna go catch my shows le !

iloveyou!:D hope all my sacrifices are worth it! DD:

just hope those 3 words i can easily say out then good le :(

sighhhhhh , been feeling emotional nights fr past few days .

omgvcxz whats wrong with me? :(

i reallyreallyreally hope someone truly understands/without me saying anyth then knows what im feeling .

i bet there's none , sighhhh , not none but maybe i haven met him/her yet .

maybe i shall resort to talk to myself . giving self comfort to myself .

hmm saw th ch8 9pm show .

ppl with depression really very scary & kelian .

they will hallucinate things , commit suicides , totally depression is th worst social emotional impact on ppl :(

idw to suffer from that , so i tried to be happy each day .

butbutbut its easier said than done , always uh? :O

sighhhhh , whywhywhy im always there fr ppl but not ppl there fr me?

no one knows what im exactly feeling/thinking/talking?! :(

sighhhhh , also worried abt jan when results released .

i really believe th fact that im gonna cry on that day when i received my results .

butbutbut idw ! :(

我很怕，真的很很很怕，你知道吗？！！！！！！

omgvcx im really going crazy le ! :(

i hope tht day is i lend ppl my shoulder & NOT ppl lend me shoulder! :(

anyw i doubt anyone will lend me shoulders .

im a loner much :'/

everything seemed to be offtrack .

like friendships , relationships & studies .

whats more worst than this? D:

我是坏女孩，坏女孩没有朋友因为她是坏女孩。:(

haisssssssssss , life sucks .

i need a life sucks partner , so we can life sucks tgt .

anyw past few days im in deep thoughts , hoping i could relieve some matters end up getting worse .

okayyyyy im sucha fool .

ummm , might as well stress die suan le .

i really thought of if i die young 1 day , who'll be thr to cry fr me & who'll be thr to laugh at me .

like if you think about it , perhaps its only this opportunity to let you see clearly who your true friends are .

afterall , when youre in trouble , everyone will care about themselves FIRST isnt it? :(

SAD TRUTH , but life sucks ! hahahs ! yeapyeap sucks max ! :(

anyw i also dont wanna die young uh! *choyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!*

okayyyy mama birthday tmr , was planning to go their company's family day to celebrate & have fun de . but sissaye cant make it , so maybe not going le .

will wait till dinner time to celebrate then? :O

hmm idk luhh , just care about watching my dramas now !

hohohoh! xmas is coming , are your eggcited?

lols , prom's not even over . hahahs ! then it'll be exactly 1mth to xmas .

im not really eggcited fr prom too .

everyth is ruined , afterall .

sighhhhh , just hope i dont end up breaking down can le :(

bitches everywhere seriously wanna make me puke ! :(

2011-11-04T13:15:00.002+08:00

Hello people !

finally back to blog !

whooooooo ! O's are ending !

im smelling it !

alright past few days/weeks were really hectic uh ! :X

butbutbut nvm , its all gonna end soon !

like finally , but i saw really touching notes like mr chiaa posting on fb etc .

felt really overwhelmed yet guilty at th same time .

sighhhh , felt sucha let down to th teachers .

i really hope im not gonna take th results slip next jan & say i regretted etcetc !

i hope not . really :(

hmm anyw okayyyy yeap!

so after e.m was down , chem bio phy am was down .

omgcxcx ! now left hist on tues & mcq on next tues !

whooooooo ! PARTYING PARTYING !~ :D

hmm alright , had ss down today .

was praying to every god to bless that what ive studied came out !

end up sri lanka came ! awesome babe ! :D

but hope my bomb were explosive enough ! crap all th way siaa !

xianx maxx , anyw its over !

just hope hist be easy on me ! rawrrrrr ! im gonna conquer it all ! :)

hmm alright , heard like fb gonna crash?

busy grabbing all my pics siol ! hmm just in case !

alright , had decided what to do on prom aldy !

hahahs ! hope my efforts paid off ! :)

hmm anyw mum's birthday coming !

luckyyy end of O's le ! :)

hahah gonna partying partying ! :)

hmm kkz yeap so ..... hmm idk what to post now !

ahhahahs! hmm im so tired !

watching others today slack horr , im like so nua also lehx !

omgvcx ! i wanna rest too ! :X

emo with hist liaoz luhh !

hmm okayyy lame uh , so 1 text a day = 1 thanks a day .

logical but was not what im hoping for though .

but i also know im waiting fr an impossible .

yeahhh , sighhhhh ! hmm just really hope all my efforts & sacrifices were paid off !

at least dont let him fall in love with that bimbo , serious ! -.-

hmm okayyy , shall just let nature take its course .

whats meant to be will be , if he's not meant to be , i force also useless right? :O

sighhhhhh , machiam self console sia ! :(

hmm okayyyy can . fair? sighhhhhhh , so boredboredbored ! -.-

weather nowadays hot & cold one .

must drinkkkk more water okayyy?!

ohhh yeahhhh , ever paper i got pray fr him one !

just hope he did fine ! :(

hmm received red camp letter , 22-24nov .

25nov prom .

best , 24nov ends at 930 .

earliest home = 11pm?

next day prom 630pm .

just hope i dont look so freaking cui there -.-

hmm alright , omgvcx iloveyouguys !

byeeeeeee! :D

2011-10-28T19:39:00.004+08:00

HELLO BABEHHHHHHHHHS!

back to blog !

alright , never neglect my blog fr so long one !

hahas yeahh so com on virus & O's had begun !

poooooooooof ! omgvcxvc ! TIME FLIESSSSSSSSSSSS ! :)

so yeahhhhhh ! shall zoomzoom into this week !

past weeks just study & more study ! :B

super nooooo life :@

alright , anyw , so yeahhh ! had el & em down !

omgvcxvc ! totally screwed both up ! T.T

sighhhhhhhhh , eng see no hope ! i jus wan B3 & above uh ! :O

e.m p1 was ytd , totally screwed up , careless everywhr ! :(

sighhhhhh , hate myself :/

p2 today was more smooth ! hahas ! :)

only managed not confident in vectors & th graph last part .

others were piece of cake ! hahahhas ! kidding , some were abit confused !

hmm anyw , so yeahhh ! female issues here , totally sucks !

feeling soo lethargic & nua lorhx ! hate th cramps more ! :(

sitting in th exam hall in such state was unbearable ! its cold too :S

arhhhhhh instant death :O

hmm so anyw having tuition tmr , boring ! ooopz , not boring . It's a.maths !

i loveeeee a.maths ! hahahhahahs , feeling so guilty saying that .

getting much hang & self enlightenment after much practices :)

alright , hope B3 come to me babehhhhhhhh! (L)

hmm realized my blog got so many fans uh , hahahas , okayyy . not many but 2? :)

hahas , okayy im crazy ! :O

wahhh xianx feeling all th backaches,handaches,legaches,stomachache sehhhh !

xianx , like signs? "egggg" u know?

hmm *touch wooooooood* hahahs ! must be POSITIVE ! :D

hahahs , learn that frm ch5 show , okayyyy im lame !

wteva ~ hahahs , soooo okayyy , mum helped me secure some admin jobs in her workplace .

xianx , keep force me go work =.=

but nehhhmind , she say having nov function & i can sneak in ! hahahs ! more fooooood ! :D

YESYESYES ! :) anyone wanna join me? though th venue is far but th $$$$ is rather high?

hahas, anyw yeahhhh ...

maybe asking yuanhui fr th slackslack job too on weekends after tutoring junior !

yesyesyes ! more $$$ fr shopping ! hahahs ! :D

am happygal95! :)

alright , just cant wait fr O's to be over ! :) how awesome?

outings with lovely clique , shopping , htht , pri sch meetups = moremoremoremoremore pics ! (Y)

hohoho, can celebrate xmas countdown party too , just before 2012 ! :O

ooooooopz , just in case , which i think is coming true frm all th natural disasters in Bangkok , Great Depression2 in Greek,Spain,Italy,Portugal,Iceland? :O

sighhhhhhh , this world is soooooo corrupted & complicated .

anyw having cravings fr roti prata after watching th guy on tv cook th prata dishes !

all sooooooo unique one ! :)

got blueberry cheesecake prata , jap prata , beef burger prata , curry prata &&& many more , see what u wanna put with ! :P

soooooooooooooooo tempting uhhhhhhhhhhhh ! :D

anyw yeahhhhh ! itz coming .

been texting him & wishing him luck fr exams .

hope he dont get annoyed by me , pleaseeeeeee ! :(

please give me courage when th day is approaching , feeling too jittery to sleep seeing all th exams coming up & events lined up fr me .

next week is really a tiring week , SS , hist , bio , phy , chem , am all coming up along that week .

then 1 week break fr mcq then YES ! end of O's ! :D

finally , hurrrrry up uh ! :O

alright , suddenly gt so many things to say .

hahahs , omgcxcx , yeahhh .................

so anyw , if she screenshots that , i was really hoping she's gonna show him but not to others .

i really hope ................................ Is it worth it? i keep asking myself .

literally , ten/twenty & so on years later when i look back at all these memories , i'll just laugh at myself fr being so foolish over a guy , so dumb over studies & so immature at handling fragile relationships .

but afterall , you'll be always in my part of memory , i hope i do , in ur memory too :)

not only th gal that sends u daily goodluck msg to boost ur confidence level during O's but also th gal that leaves th deepest good impression on you , to make u smile :)

hope all these will come true , one day .

if things are meant to be , it will be . i tell myself everyday .

ohh well , alright , shall stop gaga-ing over guys aldy !

im feeling sooooooo nua uh ! really damn fed up over female issues uh ! -.-

alright , in order to do so , shall stop drinking cold drinks fr days .

yessssssss , 先苦后甜 :)

hmm anyw , things seem to be permanent in their positions now .

im no longer with them anymore , like what they always thought - "im always with them marhx"

and both parties gave that - idgad-about-it-look .

who cares , like what ive thought through , if they care they'll make th effort .

they showed me that they dont , so why should i bother? im not at fault fr this conflict .

its their's , first ! my attitude prob & this is 2 separate issues , they cant used this to say me , there's no link between .

no matter what , me & them are over , why should i bother? i still care? haha . as if they do .

want me to apologise , i doubt so . she always give me 脸色还要我道歉？

我骂她虽然有错，可是她却从来没有对我好过，所以我们算平了 .

fine , ive state my stand . whether they've see this post not idc , but if nothing's done to improve th situation...... i guess thats th ans to my ques . OVER ! but i'll never forgive th msg she sent .

alright , dont wanna talk about this anymore .

okayyy been saying LIFE SUCKS recently , & indeed , life really sucks .

everyone's so tense due to O's . sighhhh , whats mre worse than this?

rawrnwjfibvfjeqwdpsocuhjkdSAFRXGH!!

okayyy , thats crap .

so otw home today , saw this black cat .

eeeeeeew , did i say before? fyi , ihatecats!

so lazy && eeeew? -.-

alright , fine , mum's home ! toots ! :)

ireallymissyou,ireallydo............

2011-10-03T18:06:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

here to vent my anger !

really felt super pissed nowww ! :(

i feel that im always suck at handling relationship problems !

fuck it! :(

im always th one giving in , nobody cares about me right!!!!

as always , since pri sch , walao really fuckkkk it luhh!

nbcb , so youre telling me that cus of i always go with them then ur dumped me one side .

ur didnt even ask fr my opinion if i wanna go with ur not , then ur arranged aldy .

do ur know how i feel?

im angry cus i care !

i treat ur like heaven ur treat me like hell !

walao , i hao bu rong yi that time cool down thn now of this , my mood is back .

im at right to be angry okayyyy !!!!!!!! :@

idc luhh , ur always like this de lorhx .

&&& i really mean ALWAYS !!!!!

like fuck this shitvcx mancxz ! ive really had enough .

then what about her , she also recess go with them then why is she in?!!

isnt this de same logic?

like wtf , that time study nv buy my lunch still say i nv tell ur .

pleaseeee luhh , ur didnt even sms me still dare say i nv say?

wtffffff , like really super pissed lorhx , yue xiang yue sheng qi !

blood is boiling like fuckkkkk cancxz?

i really even reconsidering if im going prom not !

well , idk luhh , but maybe i'll still be going?

but if i can reconsider sucha important issue , th impact on me surely very large okayyyy!!!!

i care thats why im angry ! i really hate myself for being soooo sucky !

i really hatecx whats going on between us now !

i really hate this fuck im dealing with now !

all those angriness && sufferings is always me dealing it .

why meeeee?

fuck ur luhh ! just go fuck urself pleaseeeeeeeee ! -.-

im really disappointed in everyone .

fuckkk , no one wants me :(

all ignore me .

really wanna confide to somebody , then i realise no one's there for me when i needed them .

fuck felicia too !

really cant stand her fucking attitude ! nbcb ! _|_

what felicat fanclub? puiiiiiiii siaaaaaa !

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck luhhhhhhh !

never been so angry for sooooooo long le !

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

sighhhhhh , angry but still have to eat right?

life sucks ! MONDAY BLUES ! how true .

plusplusplus just now otw home , waited de bus for 20min + freaking hotvcx weather + mood ruined totally = FUCK THIS SHITCX !!!!!!

really was soooooo annoyed that i could just shout at anyone i saw !

but when getting down th bus , helped an auntie down th bus .

at least , i felt a lil better !

but still , feel so fucking fuck up nowwww !

like pleaseeeee , ppl who show me attitude can seriously go home fuck yourself !

im not born to get attitude on . fuckers bitches whores sluts bimbos better all watch out !

feeling sooo annoyed that i can just plucked out all your hairs ! -.-

alright gonna eat dinner now !

2011-10-02T08:15:00.002+08:00

" Don't ask me why the rain has fall , ask me when the rainbow is coming out . "

Hello peepos!

well lets talk about fri first , hmm so tgif uh ! :)

no mock , relax siol !~

hmm anyw so had lessons after lessons , tired maxxxxx !

finally lessons end at 5pm?

phewwwwwwwww, studied with girls till 6+ then homed .

tired like mad cow i swearrrr , hmm then yx keep talk about th virus .

hmm worried like @#$%^&

then all of us started saying we feel very uncomfortable .

like damn funnnnnneh can? hahahas , but somehow im feeling abit weird .

like keep having th feeling that im gonna faint? :O

hope its just illusions .

anyw then went home force myself to complete my work , gave up , really tired like madcxz !

slept @ 9+ .

then next day , had tuition then studied with yx till 430pm.

went to meet th rest for studying again .

dinnered @ 730 , hahash ! lols , then continued studying again till 10+ .

went home with d & gf .

awwwwwwww, mkaes me remind of zzzzzzzz!~ :(

sighhhhh , si bitch yi ge -.-

ni ma de , flirtish maxx lehx you , fbitch -.-

not asking him to go prom .

feel sooooo ps if i do that .

sighhhh , i'll change my plans again :(

anyw , today gonna meet them again for round 2 .

hahahs :)

where's my chicken yessssssss gonna come?! :(

alright , finished my storybook aldy !

super touching , sad ending ! :(

his books never have a happy ending , so as to tell me thats not a fairytale && of course life sometimes never had a happy ending .

2011-09-29T15:39:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

well been busybusy lorhx .

mood also not been very good .

sighhhhhh , i just feel so awkward with them .

not feeling very belonged .

or should i say im even considered to be part of them :'(

hmm fineeeee , anyw all th sufferings im suffering what , what shitvcxzxc they know?

felt so pathetic .

not even anyone i can turn to .

wtf , so terrible .

sighhhh , even he avoided me too .

perhaps im thinking too much .

but whatever it is , there's no room for me , i guess .

even my so called best budd also busy with her stuffs .

and its so true that no one actually would care about other ppl stuffs when they cant even settle theirs .

well , fine , i shouldnt expect sooo much anyw .

i know they wont do that much for me just like i do .

everyone has flaws .

hmm dont like new sitting position in class .

felt soooooo loner max ! :/

sitting beside ex-crushes sucks manvcx !

he even wanna change seats lehx!!!!!

wtf , fine , perhaps he really dont wanna sit with me , but im dying in my heart to hope that is cus he reallllllly dont wanna sit with jbitch not me !!!!

but if he doesnt even wanna sit with me , then i should know his ans aldy !

perhaps this indirectly hints me that i should give up !

sighhhhhhh ! :(

anyw , sooo had ss mock today , hope i do just fine !

aiming for better results for this mock !

hwaiting ! :)

anyw , going for night class ltr !

gonna gogogo studyyyy noww ! :)

anyw , super excited for prom night , got $20 pop voucher too for A1 chi!

whooooooo , no dress code for prom , can pretty aldy ! hahahas im superrrrrrr excited ! :)

anyw those eye contacts i made with him now are making us awkward .

well , maybe not us , perhaps im th only one being awkward .

like always look around will accidentally eye-ed till him &&&& i swear some are really accidental one ! :@

haissssss , they mean nothing anymore .

2011-09-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

back to blog .

well basically had a boring weekends .

been busy preparing for mock exams .

hist , hahs memorise memorise ! :)

anyw so well , went to sch for a.m consultation on sat , tuition cancelled ! :X

hmm kinda waste my time .

so not productive de lorhx ! :X

ohh went home ard 4+ .

tired ttm ! :/

watch tv till 6+ then continued to study .

till 9+ watch tv again .

watch art@okto ard 10+ .

th musical was :)

superb ! th ballerinas were awesomeeeee ! :)

sooooo pretty & elegant !

th musical did not exhanged any words .

just dance dance moves & facial expressions .

wowwwwwww, make me so admire them ! hahahahas their toes were really GOOOOOOOOD ! :D

hahahs lols , kk then forced myself to study till 11+ .

been tweeting soooo much , as usual . hahahs .

so today had hist mock , studied tov/lon + hitler + jap + cmc + kw .

damn , wanted to attempt tov / lon .

lols end up not confident , end up do jap .

sighhhh , as usual :/

hmm alright , screwed sbq , hahahas , totally crap my way for inference .

okayyyy wts , just hoped i dont screwed hist can le ! aiming at 40 marks lehx ! doubt can reach ! :(

hmm alright , finished ss ( 1conflict) aldy .

gonna mugmugmug another conflict ltr , i guess .

going study for chem too !

rawrrrrrrr ! shitvcxc 30-40min = 4omcqs ! damn , 1 ques must less than a min complete it lehx!

omgvx i where gt so zai ! :(

hahahs alright , shall stop complaining & just give it all my best !

27 days left & i'll go to war aldy !

jiayousjiayousangelng ! :)

anyw due to mock im siting beside _______ !!!!

hahah idk its a blessing or what , just feel so awkward somehow? :O

okayyy i know i shldnt be saying this but then its like he gt sit beside jy bitch lehx ! :(

sighhhhhh , 有她在的一天，我就不可能会有机会。

she keep talk to her lorhx , acting likea pitiful bimbo only .

keep touchhhhhhh him somemore , wtf ! like pleasee , respect others & respect yourself lehx !

still cant forget th image where she slapped her hands on his chest ! @#^&#$%^&*

double sighhhhhhhhh ! :(

anyw msged him & encouraged him on fri regarding his results !

waited for 2 days then he reply 2 words + 1 exclaimation mark + 2/3 dots .

although i know is his phone no batt , but i was thinking if all my sacrifices & efforts put in for him was worth it?

what if end up , i just got bloody hell rej . :( (hoping its not gonna come trueeeee ! )

idk what will i do , perhaps just move on with my life , thinking that he's just another crush & gogogo on with a new one?

well , but still , *toucheeeeeeeeee wood!!!!!!!!!!*

i want him to be mine , of course !

but then , i still not sureee if my sacrifices were all worth it , haissss ! :(

anyw shall think about this after my biggest obstacle first !

alright , nothing much aldy ! byeeeee ! :D

2011-09-23T15:34:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

whooooo , so back to blog .

hmm TGIF ! hahahs :)

had a boring week today ! HA !

hmm cant rmb much , ytd was th most miserable day ever ! -.-

actually cried infront of 3 teachers . :(

so not gonna mentioned it anymore , totally embarrassed myself much .

i think im just too weak? :'(

hmm ohhhh well , forget it .

got back report book today !

whoooooo ! satisfying results !

got into top 10 & top40 ! yesssss babeeeehhhhh! (L)

likea G6 ! :)

hahahs , now mock exams , here i come ! :)

anyw , was sooo happy when receiving report slip !

like , i thought my prelims were -.-

sighhh , to me disappointed max ! but it all ends well .

but its not th end .

still not as good as compared to 4E1's .

shall strive harder ! :)

hmm so disheartened when boy's results was ...

i encouraged him to do more tystystys ! && must practice hard !!!!!

i really did .

he still ... :(

sad to see him like this .

but i th first place he should be chiong-ing too right?

im really worried much ! dk how to encourage him too .

cant tell him to get away from that j___ bitch & his friends right?

they were super not motivating at all , i swear :/

sighhhhh , hope his tuition will help him .

i wanted to offer my help to him , like teach him if he dk or what ,

but im too shy to tell him & i know he's too shyy to do that too :(

hmm really hoped he can do well for mock , at least encouraged him somehow?

k , idw to sound like a flower moron .

hmm just seriously hope he CANCANCANCAN add more oil ! it's not O's yet !

idw to see him cry !!!!!!!!!! :(

ohh well , after seeing his results , i was not in mood to do anyth .

they left me . as always .

fuckkkkk up =.=

went home isolate myself .

gave SS a miss . bet its gonna be consultation .

ohh well , shall gonna mugmugmug ltr .

had e.m p1 today , noth vista .

hmm idk lehx , like do until very shun !

hope i can score well :(

hmm mon's hist , goddddddd , must memorise ! shitvcx !

kk wish me luck babes ! :)

2011-09-20T16:48:00.002+08:00

Hello lil bitches & bastards out there !

well im back to blog .

hmm basically sch's been stressing on workworkwork now !

not much time left .

1month left & there i go on th battlefield !

&&& of course , gonna win with glory isnt it?

hmm alright , 1 month left .

im still bloggin , fb-ing && tweeting !

goshhhhhh , just cant get them off me !

rawrrrrrrrrr ! well , at least , thats what i do when im taking a break ! :/

still can kinda control ! hohoh! D:

just prays that im not careless , rushing , nervous , being focused , get my foundation strong !!!!

ohh alright , so mock exams are starting tmr !

kickin off , will be Eng p1 as per normal ! S:

i think its not gonna be easy , for sure ! :/

hmm , so not gonna disappoint myself this time round .

gonna improve each time ! hwaiting ! :)

hmm gonna do hell mad papers from tutor & tystystys !!!!!

last month , i keep reminding myself .

then will be 4-5 months break !

th holidays are gonna pay for th sufferings !!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHHA! :)))))

hmm anyw mr danny told us during chem that confm thr's gonna be PROM NIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahsh we first batch got prom lehx , jealous not? hahahs :B

hmm but they cancel grad ceremony .

awwwwwww , why cant we have th best of both worlds? :(

i wanna see class clips , but i swear th atmosphere will be like ... *sneezes , coughes , touched*

hahahs too touching aldy , like seriously , cant bear to leave th sch .

i mean , well cant bear to leave th fun friends & classmates in fact .

hahahs , time do flies ! :X

who knows what's life gonna be after 10years down th road? :O

i may marry ____ right????? hahahahahhahas omgvxcvc ! :DDDDD (L)

hahahs alright , thats wishful thinking ! :(

hmm anyw so yeahhh , getting so excited fr prom , just hoped that its gonna be great !!!! :)

its gonna be the last time that as a 4E5N cohort we gather in th hall & spent our last moments tgt ! :(

hmm well , so back to today , lost sh's book mysterically .

cant seemed to find it . dig until my bag gg have hole aldy ._______________.

hmm thought it's a prank , end up zuhe really never take th book , neither sh too .

omgvcx , then its like maybe its really my fault for losing th book?

i even accused zuhe!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

cus he's smiling cunningly , suspicious marhx .

but ohhh well , so confusing :/

i didnt even take out after since frc . damn , freakkkkk shit manvcx ! :O

just hope i can find it by tmr ! *hopesssssss* :(

hmm if not , i'll just buy her a new one !!!! sighhhhhhh! :(

alright , gg study aldy ! byeeeeee ! :)

2011-09-17T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hey peepos!
back to update about my life okayyy?
hehes , alright so on thurs had lessons after lessons .
like marathon sehhhh! :X
dead beat max ! :(
hmm got back all my results .
sure were disappointing ! :(
*double sighhhhh*
hmm well , at least improved my amaths , gonna do better in this coming mock exam !
alright , studied ytd in sch .
super not productive ! urghhhhhhhh ! :X
hmm anyw ive really decided to really not gonna let myself down , nope matter what's his reply .
just hope its a desirable ans ! :*
alright , really loved him more than each day that i could imagine !
cant control my emotions . just really wanna keep talk to him , laugh wit him & seeing him each day .
hmm i feel like some perv now ! hahs ! :P
alright , just hope he studies hardhardhard now & make his dream come true .
hehes , i know his dream ehh! :)
wahahahs ! alright , hmm anyw not much time left now ! gtg ! toots ! :D

2011-09-14T16:29:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

well back to blog .

so well , first day of term 4 wasnt that bad afterall .

got back prelim papers .

hmm some served as a warning to me , wake up call !!!!!! :@

ohh so got my hist , el , a.m p1,chem p1 on mon .

really .... :/

thn had prelims pract on tues then got back chem papers .

hope i wont screwed it up , seriously .

afraid of my results :S

hmm so got back SS , a.m p2 , e.m and phy today .

well all were ... :|

average barhx?

2nd top in class for SS , but still far away frm 4e1's standard .

e.m was .... idk . at least i improved !

a.m was ... :D

YES , LIKE FINALLY PASSED AM IN MY WHOLE LIFE ! :))))))))))))

so excited !

from F9 - E8 - D7 - C6 ! :)

to others , it may seem average , but to me , it's an improvement !

i'll never give up ! :)

shall aim for C5 for mock exams !

hwaiting ! :D

hmm alright , so had midautumn celebration today ,

wushu was super funnnneh! :D

hahahahs , chinese dance also !!!!

hahahs , no offence but seriously , like comedy like that !

hahahs! :) power rangers ! whoooooo ! :)

high likea G6 ! :P

hmm alright shall gogogo mug now ! :)

ohhhh btw , got brithday card from bbygal , super sweeeeeeet ! (L)

awwww , alright , some ppl just have no sense of originality .

idk what's happening to me these few days , like im beginning to feel disgusted by some ppl .

esp those idw to feel this way for them .

omgvcxz , tell me what's wrong pleaseeeeee , esp their clique .

like eeeeeeeeeew -.-

alright , mum's calling me! byeeee !:D

2011-09-11T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
whooo , anyw so been rotting at home for days .
went out study today , so not productive , i swear ! :/
sucks , well today's th last day of sept holiday aldy !
damn , th feeling is like after O's lorhx !
walao -.- hmm nvm , just 1 month 14 days ! i'll tolerate till th start of O's ! then papers keep going down & poooooof !
IM FREE BITCH! :D
hahas, alright , so anyw 1mth 20 days ! <:
still countin on ! (L)
hmm alright , kkz did lil studying this week , i swear !
feeling super guilty now !
butbutbut time wont rewind so too bad !
shal mugmugmug !
come'on give me motivation bitch !
keep feel asleep while doing my work , too tired or what?
pretty please , hope im not sick !
cant get sick nowww and never !!!!! :(
hahash , alright , gonna go back to 8pm routine today onwards .
pooooof , alright , im bored .
gonna tv-ed noww ! toots ! :D

2011-09-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos.
well , had a fruitful week this week .
to begin with , continue wed's outing .
so went booking of tables @ library early morning ,
then stupid library allow us study till 12pm -.-
leave that place for lunch .
then slacked so long @ pastamania while waiting for qianwei .
hmm then blablabla , cmawhored :)
then yl , xp and qw come in with birthday cake .
well didnt know that they were celebrating for me too , well thought only for fm .
hmm then get presents from them :)
it's soft toy , bunny ! (L)
cuteeee max ! then camwhored again , like mad !
hahsh , pics on fb ! :)
hmm so then decided not to study , cus like no mood + no place in th library aldy .
went shopping for felicia's gift .
played , had sooooo much fun ! :)
ask an auntie to help us take group foto , with our clique's fred perry bags ! :)
its super colourful ! hahahs ! :)
hmm alright , left ard 430 to xy's house for steamboat .
xy ask yongjie fetch me @ busstop . k awkward :/
he just walked away ...... not a word said .
lols , like seriously , mahjong-ed there , & mingchuan keep "suan" me , rawrrrrr ! :O
pleaseeeee , im not gamble queen okay!!!? HAHAH! :)
say until im like so pro like that . i shyshyshyshy :@
hohoho , alright , so dinnered @ 6pm .
hmm then mahjong-ed still , went studying with ck , yx , j , gf @ mac till 1030pm .
did revision on bus . hardworking like 1234567890 pppppppokay? :)
hahahs , hmm then rot @ home since fri onwards .
tmr having tuitiom early & yet im not asleep yet !
tomorrow sure brain dead :/
in th morning somemore .
hahsh best ! :)
hmm alright , gtg noww !
just finished glancing hist , did a.m tys , em p1 , chem .
feel so accomplished today !
shall be th same for tmr ! hwaiting ! :D

2011-09-07T07:29:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
hmm so had quite a fruitful days past few days .
on 5 sept :
went party world with yx , ther , ty , y , harry , andrea .
sang th best 2 hrs we had ! :)
super high , then sing sang sung ! hahsh ! :D
soooooo much fun !
hmm then yx they all surprise me & yenna with a birthday cake !
hahash , we both really got a shock :O
yeahhhh , so well , had a mini celebration uh .
after singsangsung , went shopping + eating + arcade ard @ nex .
hmm then about 4+ , harri ps us to go with ck they all for horror movie !
haha , they were complaining , but still , just kidding uh ! :D
hmm alright , so then went city square for seoul garden .
dinnered till about 7+ , went shopping for accessories .
hahas , they were all so pretty , :)
went home empty-handed , as usual .
hahahs ! :D
hmm alright , pics were on fb .
then on 6sept :
went studying with chia they all .
k seriously its miserable there .
wanna really go home so badly .
regrets much ! :'(
nearly cried during lunch !
sighhhhhhhhhhhhh , so not gonna go next time !
except without the guys? seriously , th situation was really awkward :/
hmm or perhaps i shouldnt study with them (gals) too .
felt really ... not belonged -.-
hmm alright , so today decided to study with yl , fm , cy ,tc .
then celebrate fm's birthday .
leaving ard 4-5+ to meet xy , yx , gf , ck , harri for dinner?
kkz , busybusybusy gal .
never really did any serious studying .
plus , holidays are coming to an end !!!!!
dammn , SOOOOOOOO FAST ! :(
hmm sucks lorhx -.-
alright , so go fb noww !
byeeeeee ! :)

2011-09-04T14:10:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos.
well so having belated celebration .
hmm planning tonight to celebrate .
hehes , but ytd ate special food !
yummmmmmmy ! :D
hmm ohh well , so today is just another boring sunday -.-
so bored like max luhh !
did lil studyin , totally nope mood to touch my books aldy :/
tmr gonna go kbox , soo gonna sing my hearts out !
hehes , alright , im so bored ,
ltr gonna go meet sissaye to get our groceries !
whooooo ! i just feel like nua-ing on my bed ! -.-
short post , too bored to do anyth ! :)

2011-09-03T16:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! :)
whoooooo , k so finally sweet 16th aldy ! hehes , time to grow up! :X

Hello peepos ,
k so today woke up early to study ,
saw many sweeeeet msges .
hehes , kkz much loved ! (L)
hmm alright , seriously feeling so weird .
ive weird habits , i swear , :/
hehes ! but im unique k? :O *bhb max*
hmm alright , so spent much of my time thanking ppl who wished me via twitter/fb .
damn , my ipod's battery drained ! :/
hahs but i guessed its all worth it .
hmm so next week's schedule kinda packed .
out to kbox on mon , studying outside on tues .
there's more yet to come .
hehes , :P
hmm currently doing EL compre from 2010 to 2003 .
target within one day !
hahas , im doing backwards .
im like at 2006 noww? :@
whoooooo ! waiting fr 4.30pm to watch Portrait of Home .
hmm alright , so guess having belated celebration barhx :)
some ppl told me that ive motivated and inspired them ,
well idk that im that good to them .
thought im just a bad gal .
rawrrrrrrrr ! shal work hard more ! :D
awwwww, hmm shall chiong targets now .
toots ! :D

2011-09-02T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos.
well so PRELIMS IS OFFICIALLY OVER !
anyw somehow screwed chem on wed .
alright , waitwaitwait , so prelims over , everyone is super happy !
fly likea G6 ! hahahs :D
butbutbut meaning im one step closer now !
grrrrrrrrrrr :/
whatever it is , im so relax now ! :D
hmm so after chem , went yx hse for movie : Insidious
damn , i swear that movie gave me nightmares ! :(
anyw had sch on thurs .
3 periods lesson .
a.m , mr chia lectured us , sighhhhh ! I just hope i can get c6 for prelims !!! :X
hist , mr lim told us de marks .
well was kinda disappointed :(
chem , MCQ was like .... if i nv change de ans , i could ... :(
fine , told myself no point cryin over spilled milk & stop saying "If" .
its all useless .
just hope p2 could be better but i doubt it wont !
de essays ques weere #$%^&*( ! :(
nevertheless , as long as 这一秒不放弃，下一秒就会有希望。
hmm so sad things aside , had teachers' day celebration on thurs .
soooooo shuaiiiiiii ! (L) (Y) (^^^) hehes ! omgvcxzvc !
feel so proud of our batch ! whoooooo ! :D
hmm stars bursting out from them ! kekes ! :P
alright then after that , went home to change and met th rest @ kovan for our party .
hehes , bought sparkles and candles .
awesome ! :)
reached the pit , was kinda looking forward actually , treat is as a way to relax ourselves .
end up , all we did was hardwork , slaves in fact ! :/
was soooo freaking pissed , talk bad about her on the bus when otw there .
reached there , even worst -.-
yenna was so @#$%^& le .
damn , plusplusplus they were so rude , no manners , last min then ask .
food was niceeee though , but still , sighhhhhh !
somehow had fun ! :)
so went home ard 9+ .
tired ttm ! :)
forced myself to study till 10+ .
fell asleep in de end .
rawrrrrrrrrrr , anyw IT'S SEPTEMBER ALREADY ! :O
damn , so fastttttttt ! :(
O's like in a month +++ ? @#$%^&*
im so not prepared ! sighhhhh !
just hope i get it over and done with , awesomely ! :)
i'll be waiting , 14th Nov ! :)
my heaven ! :D
hahahhs , anyw saw this show & it says , " When you like someone , don't be afraid to confess for you may get rejected , but most importantly is not to live with regrets ."
when i think about it , it was true indeed ,
we're gonna graduate soon , what should be said should be said out , we will no longer gather tgt as a class or group to talk & laugh anymore . Evn if there is , things would no longer be de same , the topics we're gonna talk about wont be about fangirling , crush , hunks , teachers , shopping and stuffs like that .
its gonna be your job , pay , family , marriage , children even !
then ive decided long ago that on school's prom night , im gonna confess ,
hahahs ! kind of exaggerating , but somehow , im gonna like say my feelings out .
lols , k now thinking about it , im nervous lehx , hohohoho! :D
hmm i just dont want to live with regrets when 10 yrs ltr , i recall about it , i will be like awww why nv i say that that time and so on .
NONONONO ! idw that !
i want to be like , yes ! lucky i got say blablabla .
and yes , its gonna be him . :)
hmm even if his ans is no , i wont be crying , of course .
sad is for sure , but at least he knows how i feel , and i'll always rmb evryone , esp him , being so cool and cuteeeeeee ! :D
alright , being naggy , shall go tv now ! :D

2011-08-29T19:13:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos.

alright , so today just slack at home studyiing .

idk if im prepared for the paper lehx , likea read thru niaa .

like nt putting in much effort .

sighhhh , :(

i really hope to score well for my papers , its de last papers in yyss le .

anyw so shall gogogo do my maths ltr on .

then study evryth all over again .

prrrrrrrr!~ alright , finally like cry all my heart out ytd , bad things been happening in de family .

fucking hope evryth's gonna be normal , peaceful again ! :'(

cant even tell anybody , fml -.-

sighhh , alright , tmr's gonna stay at home study as per normal :@

hmm kk , i just need motivation !

arrrrrrrrrgh ! :(

ohhh well , so anyw smth to be happy about ,

saw Show Luo danced Bubble Pop on tv , freaking funneh !

lols , drools lehx ! :P sexyyyyy siol! :D

hmm hahs , kkz nth much aldy .

time to gogogo mugmugmug again ! toots ! :D

2011-08-28T15:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH TO GUIFANG ! :D
have funnnn ehh ? :D (L)

Hello peeps,
well so studied chem till 1+ am .
woahhh , chiong like mad , i got a shock too .
isit cus sissaye overnighting then i feel more energetic ? :)
but anyw she was busy chionging dramas too .
hahas , so after 1+ am went to peep on the News abt NEW PS !
wts , was expecting TCB , end up next morning saw fb + twitter = T.T won ! -.-
xianx likea max , grrrrrr !~ so many unhappiness , he gt evil face lehx ! walan -.-
fine , guess after 6 years then see how barhx ! scarly change , lols SG = political instability how?
*prays* don have ! :(
hmm anyw woke up abt 9am , sissaye waking me up to cook for her , too hungry until she cant sleep . funnnneh max ! :D
hmm so made pizza tgt , loving :)
studied bio and a lil chem .
now waiting for 4.30pm to watch my Portrait Of Home .
whoooooo ! so kkz , planned a surprise for her , but i doubt i giving her today .
She didnt reply me too , scarly not @ home . :/
hmm anyw had no faith in chem , from the way im studying .
andandand ive found my motivation , somehow?
yesssss ! He's gonna be my aim , i wanna be like him .
idk why that time he sit there , i feel stress aldy , much pressure too .
gawdddddddddddd , and yesyesyes , i'll be on par with them .
mm alright , random thoughts , i miss everyth abt pri sch ! (L)
carefree , no worries .
evevryday playing 5 stones also can be very fun ! Being with crush everyday , peeping at each other as and when we like . hahs , so fun ! :D
noww , everyth seems impossible :(
super agreed that ppl ALWAYS regret when they've lost what they used to have .
Shall ask if cy and sy wanna go back yckps for teachers' day?
just hope they dont end sch earlier than us , always like tt de lorhx :(
hmm alright , these 5 days holidays are making me lazy , th lazy song (L)
hahas randomness , alright , anyw i rather go back to sch tmr , at least its fun?
im dying to boredom , arrrrrrrrrrgh! :X
okay , what kind of english is this? tsktsktsk :P
hmm so i think i shall stop here for noww , nth much to say .
shall go study bio aldy ! toots ! :D

2011-08-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

Current song : SHINee - The Last Gift
Current mood : Bored + tired + stress :<

Hello peepos ,
alright , so quick summary , hehes .
cus time is precious , gonna gogogo mug again .
hmm still haven finish chem lehx , so many things more to read .
still got physics and bio lehx .
xianx max ! -.-
hmm anyw so sissaye came to stay overnight today .
happygal95 , very long nv see her aldy since her marriage .
hahahs , so went hp shopping after our dinner .
bought so much things there , totally Girls Day for our family luhh.
hahas papa went to work marhx , lols ! :D
hmm so cooooool , ohh well then gonna mug finish then enjoy my sushi , hehes :B
gonna prepare breakfast with 2 lovely sissayes tomorrow , hehes im all so excited !
alright , shall stop here for noww .
chem is "seducing" me there aldy ! toots ! 8D

2011-08-26T19:34:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos !
hmm back to blog , whoooo !
had a.m p2 today .
boost a lil of my confidence in some quest .
hahas , hope can get full marks in the question :B
hmm anyw , just hope i can pass p2 , nv pass before lehx ! :(
i dont ask for much , just wanna pass ! :X
hmm anyw then after paper went to kovan eat brunch then studied in sch .
well , some ppl were really so inconsiderate , likea bloody asshole lorhx ! -.-
hmm fine , dont worth to angry over these kind of thing .
ohh well so went kovan shop a lil then homed over 6+.
met sisssaye halfway , hahas ! :D
hmm shall slack today , giving myself 1 day break , gonna sleep > TV > tweet > blog > fb till i shuang !
hahahahs ! :D hmm shall work hard again tmr ! :D
hmm anyw having 3 sci papers on wed , grrrrrrrr ! stress ! :X
ohh well , its all about time management uh? hahahs , anyw got motivations by unexpected ppl ytd night , was feeling motivated much ! may things be well for her uh ! :)
anyw , perhaps i should just learn to move on , jiayous Angel ! :)
awwww well , so i cant believe today in de hall ! hahahahas , i bet he'll just shine on the stage ! :)
jiayous to them ! 4E2 FTW ! :D
hmm anyw , saw him doing the paper today , so many spare papers left , worried for him :'(
may God bless him seriously , he's been distracted by so many things . esp that cheap slut -.-
anyw , hope he can really do well for O's luhh , im really worried :/ :@ :'( D: :S :X :C :O :Z :<
just sincerely hope so . please :(
ohh well sad things aside , Teachers' Day is coming , hohohoh !
what you guys gonna get?
i guess im making cards with frens and get some mugs for them ! :)
All teachers gonna get , except for gan , i think he's just weird and gl at times , seriously ! -.-
ooooooooooops ! :O
hmm alright , anyw shall stop here for noww .
thinking of what to make for gf , hahahs ! :) It'll be a SURPRISE ! :D

2011-08-24T12:51:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos .
hmm well had majority of papers down , prelims are ending ! :)
finally back to blog .
well , hmm had EM p2 today , i swear its fucking demoralizing .
nearly cried when doing halfway through the paper .
totally dont understand the question and the topic .
felt totally useless , sure screwed the paper up .
idk whyy , its like my maths really sucks , cant even manage de paper .
o level how? though they say prelims didnt matter , but to me , ive got a target to meet .
idw to disappoint myself , idw hist to repeat itself .
every paper i sure got careless , how could i let gall bladder = bladder?
fuckkkkkkkkkkk , so wanna screw my brain ! @#$%^&*
feeling really depressed after the paper , but ive no one to turn to .
not even 1 , yes , im pathetic . im a sore loser .
stop reminding me that , :(
hmm tmr's physics paper , hope i'll not be careless ! :(
damn , shall not go on anymore , nope mood .
toots ! :@

2011-08-19T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos !

back to blog , as you can see , ytd marks the start of prelims .

which means , i have lesser time to blog .

hahas , alright , so anyw had hist & EL p1 ytd .

as usual , hist = no time write finish = chiong writing !

p1 letter = write report .______________________. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

sighhhhhh , i stare at the question for like 3 times reading the word , LETTER !!!!!

arrrrrrgh xianx likea maxx k? 2 marks gonee ! :(

hmm wrote expo , just hope i freaking score well for that compo , i got follow the format lehx!!

alright , anyw then was freaking cold in the hall , dead silence :/

hmm then gave back O lvl MT results , well vp said only 24 got distinction .

damn scared sehhh ! was praying hard that A1 is mine , then when tht teacher told me i got A1 , dodnt really expected it cus i was thinking that i screwed up my oral :/

got distinction in both , was uber happy , however , seeing the rest all .....

its not very niceee to share my joy with them , they just make me nearly cry luhhh ! :X

sighhhhhh , just hope they'll do well for the retake one :)

hmm anyw had EL p2 today , hmm just totally screwed that up , i guessss !

freakkkkkk max ! :( gave mt paper a miss , went kovan with kengwee , lilong , theresa & ashish .

brunch @ nex w/o ashish .

hmm then homed ard 12+.

likea tired max lehx , feel asleep while studying SS .

damnnnnn , i think SS is much more difficult to get into my brain !

pissssssssssss -,-

hmm alright , anyw i think im really a bad friend , im just a loner k?

its like idk what am i to everybody , got rej here and thr .

like im always the one giving in to others , fine i had enough of it aldy !

just feel so freaking pathetic of myself , what a loser !

i dont believe in Best friends Forever anymore and what we'll always be there for you those sorts of craps already . totally disappointed like fuckkkkkk ! :@

2011-08-12T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos .
alright , feeling kinda moody today .
isit symptoms of stress?
like feeling pissed and disgusted by evryone , even those close one toos .
idk whyyy , feeling not a bit of myself recently :X
sighhhhhhh ! hmm anyw today was kinda alright - so so day?
hmm lessons and chatting with them seemed more fun each day !
hahahs ! I prefer this one than last time , all the emotional pain gone le uh , i assumed?
ohhh , feeling really sleepy during chem today , swear .
sleeping at 8.30pm last night really aint do me any good .
alright so today got back srgss a.m paper , still failed .
but then close to passing . good? idk , hmm but unexpectedly , mdm tan praised me that im improving , if work harder , shld be able to get C5-6 for O's !
hmm i was aiming for that too , tutor pushing me to get B3-4 lehx .
doubt my ability pluss im lazyyyy , well i think after today's words by her , im kinda picking up more confidence in a.m .
walaoooooo ehh , a.m really make me 又爱又恨 ! :B
hahahs ! hmm having tuition tmr , and here im not sleeping still .
beside me is history notes , im almost done ! shall study 1 last time before going to bed .
but before that shall tweet and fb first ! hahas ! :P
ohhhhh i rmbed gt back srgss e.m paper 1 too .
dangggggggg ! totally sucked my thumb luhh , just passed that freaking easy paper niaa .
thanks to my carelessness?! :(
sighhhhh ! really suck at maths ! blablabla ! :@
hmm ohhh wanted to studyyy after tmr's tuition de , but then ohhh well ..................... nevermind then . idw to feel extra odd plus ultra bhb .
so i think tmr's saturday , shall studyyy bio , em , ss?
temp like that , hope can be more productive ! :)
hmm anyw , he scolded me today for being litterbug .
rawrrrrrrrrrrr ! itz not my fault luhh , like seriously , his used tissue he ask me use ehh . im not angry but i just find it ............ :/ (?) hahas ! alright , cant let him get into my mind again ! C:
ohh anyw , we've not been talking for weeks le right? hmm actually im nt angry anymore , i just cant stand ur attitude of venting anger on others sometimes & how u treat others likea tool? Hmm anyw i oso dw to be like enemies or what , since its de grad yr aldy . Actually im glad to have fren like u though :) kkkkkkk , see im really thinkin that im not being myself recently :( tell me whats wrong with me plssssssssssssssss? :O

2011-08-10T14:45:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
whooooo woke up early today again , hahs 755?
hmm woke up by papa's phone call .
alright , then studied a lil .
studied till fall asleep , too tired or too bored? :O
hahas ! i think is both uh (?)
hmm anyw ytd's NDP 2011 was awesomeeeeeeeeeee !
totally a brand new look , totally twitter timeline flooded with NDP comments .
hahas ! :B hmm so cuteeee lorhx de paos and ketupats ! kawaii nehx ! :D
hmm then watched more shows , totally did lil studying . damn i didnt treasure de 3 days holidays given !
arggggggggggggggh ! :X its like after de run , totally nope mood do anyth .
hahahs shitvcxz manvcx ! :( its in 8 days time !
damn ! gonna hit my target ! hwaiting !
"You'll harvest what you sow . Believe in yourself ."
hmm alright , promise to study after done downloading some songs after that .
anyw idk what more to post , lols ,
really missed himmmmm ! :O
lalalas alright , im insane !
having physics pract tmr , goshhhhh ! idw do de electricity lehx , mafan sehhhh ! :/
alright , toots ! :D

2011-08-09T17:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 46TH SG ! I (L) SG MUCHHHHHHHH ! :D

Hello peepos!
well today's National Day !
woke up early today , like seriously early , hahas 7.53am !
hmm realised my body parts are all aching .
zomgvcxc ! :(
felt like an ahma , had difficulty sitting down on the toilet bowl just to pee -.-
had difficulty squating down and sitting on the floor , 1 word = MISERABLE ! D:
hmm alright , did lil studying lehx today !
uber sad , like suddenly nope mood .
grrrrrrr ! anyw ytd had NDP celebration @ Bedok Reservoir !
woke up early to meet them .
as usual , hotvcxc & manyyy yucks yucks lorhx -.-
hmm then prepared for de run , totally likea nope hope in getting medal .
de crowd just boomvccx ! hahahs ! lmao , chiongg like xiaovczxc one lehx .
then is like im alone running along de pathetic track , lols .
when i first saw de 1km mark , totally faints !
like how can i survive another 3.3KM?!
hello , its KM , babyyyy . Are you kidding me ? :O
hmm but still continued running , was kinda persevered enough to run the past 2-3.5km ,
along the way , 4E1 , 4E2 and some juniors gave me support !
kinda touched actually :)
hmm then when hit 3.5 km mark , totally decided to walk throughout the rest of de journey .
left last few 100m like that , saw de ending point , heard the teachers cheering for me , chionggg all de way up , thought nope more medal aldy then Mr hafiz tell me say still got medal and ive got de 50th position ! hahash ! at least my running was not wasted & thats my aim actually , aiming to get medal !
hahas totally likea shag niaa when finished running :(
met up with de rest , drank cups of 100+ till i puked :(
feeling giddy for de rest of de day .
took power nap after trying to force myself to studyyy .
went hougang mall for dinner with family in de evening , shopping till my legs really cannot walk anymore , adding on to de pain after running really made it worst :@
then went home sleep , too tired to do anything .
hmm ohh welll when running , saw sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like twice?
hahas ! stupid fang , make me jealous only :B
hmm anyw today didnt do anyth much , nope mood .
alright , shall go wait for NDP parade le !
toots ! :D

2011-08-07T09:46:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
back to blog .
well ytd studied with fang and yun at school .
had some scrabble competition then soooooo noisy lorhx , interupt our study .
then played ball instead .
felt totally likea noobshitvcxzxc lorhx !
hahas kinda fun , i think? :O
hmm then continued studied when yun left for tuition with her honeys .
hahahas alright , then yun cam back ard 4+ , bought food !
whoooooo ! FOOD = ENERGY ! :D
hahahs then continued studied till ridley came , noted that UG invited to NPCC campfire .
me and yun was like dying to go somehow .
hahas lols after much consideration , all of us went , with tomy they all .
totally make a nuisance of ourselves during some parts .
did cool cheers , games esp de 10000-legged worm(?)
hahahs totally tiring and crazyyy ! but i think 4.3km is even 10x worse !
zomgvcxc ! went canteen slack , then went parade sq see GB juniors playing , i swear they damn cuteeeee luhh !
hahahs :D then went homed ard 11+.
tired ttm lehx ! today woke up 9+ .
saw de sky , sooooo cooling , feel like sleeping , totally dont feel lik studying lorhx .
lols , but still gonna study is a sec4 typical routine .
sighhhhhhhhhhh ! i want faster overrrrrrr lehx ! but oso dw so fast over yet , cus want to treasure de moment spent with friends uh . stupid , so contradicting -.-
they should make pri sch study 4 years then sec sch 6 years lorhx .
hahahs ! sec sch is soooooo much more fun and memorable ! :D
hmm alright , anyw tmr we gonna go bedok reservoir for celebration ( NDP )
gonna take part in 4.3km , likea tiring but exciting lehx .
felt so honoured somehow . hahahs :P
hmm kinda feeling all my adrenaline all pumped up aldy , hopeeeeeee it turns out to be as fun as i thought .
feel like only when grad le , i do things with more energy and participate more lorhx .
felt like ive grown ! hahahs !
lols alright , im hungry noww !
toots ! :D

2011-08-05T21:57:00.001+08:00

Hello peepos!
finally back to blog .
hahas like after a week -.-
hmm anyw cant really rmb much .
well so shall focus on today .
HA ! :)
ITZ FRIDAY TODAY ! gonna get down on fri !
hmm had photoshoot in de morning ! was awesomeeeeeeee ! (L)
then evening time had bossaball match !
whooo so exciting luhh !
did cheerleading , totally shout my throat out , likea tired nia :P
hmm butbutbut im sureeeeee all de shoutings were worth it ! LAST YEAR ALREADY ! :((((
didnt regret staying just to watch de match ! :)
hmm our class , as expected , CHAMPIONS ! :D
whooooooooo ! was really getting all so tensed up when the opponents were scoring close to winning , but still , with love and encouragement , we managed to break through !
whoooo ! thanks to all the 4E1 & 4E3 peeps for cheering tgt too !
whoooo if we're champions , ur're champions tooooo ! :D
hahaahhas alright , did lil study today .
gonnna be productive tmr .
shall sleeeep noww ! :D

2011-07-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos.
well finally get the time to blog .
hmm well been busy everyday , like always .
hahas so had night class ytd , SS .
thats all i remebered .
or perhaps im just too lazy to tihnk what i had did , basically .
lols alright , anyw ytd went home with ahemahem !!!!!!!!
we board the same bus .
hahahs sit at the same row also !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
double shiokkkk !
but then stupid fm and cy keep ask me move further cus they very warm .
but then beside me was him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
felt so shy max , cldnt even breathe lorhx .
then change place with yx , hmm after that find that chance like wasted ! :(
move oso shy , dont move oso ...
rawrrrrrrrr ! anyw he just plucked into his earpiece and walked away .
we were so close !!!!!! sighhhhhhhhhhhhh , so near yet so far uh ! :(
double sadness , hmm as always : Dont expect high hopes . The higher the hopes are , the greater the disappointments will be .
well , kinda learn from it .
i always tend to like expect the unexpected when i already know thats its impossible for my fairytale to come true :(
whatever luhh , just feel so ....
hmm anyw today midnight 7th mth start le , guess i'll be skipping night classes (night one) just to be safe .
though really dw it but scared lehx ! :(
hmm bless that everyone will be safe and sound !!!!!!!
ohhh anyw had tuition today then did self-studyyy .
did chem , bio , maths .
gonna do phy and el tmr .
shall do more if i feel like it .
alright , shall stop here for noww .
toots ! :D

2011-07-24T18:42:00.002+08:00

Hello little people!
hmm well today as per normal slacked manymany studied little little ! :(
having SS test on wed !
cant even rmb any shitvcxc somehow :/
rawrrrrrrrr ! ;O
anyw my mind kep thinking about S.H !
yeahhhh ! that's his name ! :)
rawrrrrr ! super cuteeeeee lorhx he ! :P
damn , lovesick again =.0
tmr is MONDAY !
yeahhh thats right , monday bluez -.-.-.-.-.-
sighhhhhhhh ! i really wanna say Hello :) to him .
saveeeeeeeee me ! @#^&^$&^&^*
anyw guess me and him still having"cold war"?
idc le , he wan like that then fine with me :O
alright shall stop blogging , did lil work today !
going chiong nw ! :D
lastly , never forget , imisshim :(

2011-07-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos!
well im back again !
hmm so fri had night class for SS .
went lunching with babes then homed to prepare .
met babes again then studied in canteen .
HE was thereeeeeeeeee ! lalalalalals ! :DDDDD
so damn shuaii canvcxcvc? :O
hmm then ard 7++ went to library for lesson .
hahas totally was LOL-ed and funneh ! purposely keep pretend to look back cus ...
kekes :PPPPP
he saw me , i pretend to look away .
then after night class , went canteen studied with babes till 930 cus de teacher cui us go home .
hohoho! :)
but then he went home with his friends first .
waved gb to mr cuteeee at traffic light . like finally, so called de 2 of us moment ! :)
nooooo bitches no nothing ! :)
hmm then was praying hard for HIM to board de same bus as me .
but too bad , think he really went home aldy with his friends :(
but nvm , anyw after seeing some tweets from his friends , i highly suspect he ....
yeahhh , he knows her first what =.=
rawrrrrrrr ! but then he's really cuteee ! but his voice is like abit??
hahahs high pitch? but not as worse as wyx de ! hahas oooooops :P
lols like seriously larhx . TGIF ! cus i suddenly rmbed that day rain super heavy during recess and danny was so happy cus gt his favourite briyani ! hahas lmao :D
lols what a niceeeeee and hilarious teacher .
hmm alright , so anyw im still waiting for DPA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel so desperate like seriously , so many ppl got aldy .
shawn,hx,cami,fm,shirlyn,metta, from what i know luhh .
all for TP de .
SP AND NP PLEASEEEEEEEE CALL/TEXT/MAIL ME ! :( IM 24/7 AVAILABLE ! :/
(sounds sooooooo wrong! :X)
hmm whatever luhh ,
anyw i really miss miss miss him like hellhellhell ! :(

2011-07-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hello little people!
back to blog , like centuries .
hmm well schoool's been so-so only lorhx .
so gonna talk about recent things uh , cus i cant rmb what happened for de past few days .
hehes :P
hmm well so anyw today morning , was racial harmony day .
lols so saw alot ppl wearing coolcool costumes today .
hahahs ! sooooooo cuteeeeee lorhx , for some ! :D
hmm kkz then went lunch-ing with besties .
then homed ard 5+.
rawrrrrr soooooo late then reached home , cus went shopping ard cold storage .
lols -.-
hmm kkz then did my homework lorhx .
so someone pissed me off somehow .
like seriously , idk whats wrong with him , but is he nv say anyth then suddenly spam vulgars at me .
thanks alot uh -.-
then dk talk what shitvcxc to me , wth im not a toy kk ?
doesnt mean you in foul mood can gives you authority to scold ppl lorhx .
i mean this to EVERYONE ! not only him -.-
like seriously , cant stand those ppl luhh .
words never say properly can cause misunderstandings de lorhx !
walao ! partially im at fault luhh , but then right , come on larhx .
some ppl's temper are @#$%^&*( kk? dont cross over de line horr ! -.-
hmm alright . nasty things aside .
well so anyw DPA-ed quite long le .
still no news from NP & SP .
sighhhhhhhh , hx and metta got their TP place le lorhx .
walao ! *SP & NP PLEASE SMS/CALL/MAIL ME !!!!!* :(
feel so @#$%^&* right now .
alright , so basically tmr got night study for SS frm 6.30-9pm!
hahs 9PM k? im sleeping at 8PM!!!! :(
hmm poor diecxcx me lorhx !
but normally friday i'll sleep quite late uh .
besties gonna study in canteen till 9 so cant join them but can join them in de afternoon .
hmm hope i can survive through it .
lols , night study gonna last till prelim starts then after prelims run till sept !
rawrrrrrr ! insane ttm ! D:
how my body going to take it ?
sighhhhhhh sure sleep de larhx ! :X
guess if on weekdays sure cabbed home with theresa de ehh !
alright . gonna fb now ! toots ! :D

2011-07-17T07:52:00.002+08:00

DAY 4 - A habit you wished you didnt have .

Laziness .
i swear , it kills .
because of it sometimes i feel reluctant in doing some urgent and important things .
end up got scolded by parents or even some few teachers .
hahas ! XD
hmm anyw just hope i'll stop being lazy for at least this year ! :(
hahas nothing much to say ehh .

well anyw back to blog .
so tuition-ed ytd till 1+.
bought manymanymany snacks for night market !
whooooooooo ! yummmmmmmy ! :P
seriously , i tink food are the best !!!!!!
they can cure your bad mood like damn fast luhh !
hahas ! awwwww perhaps this is one of my weakness ! :(
hmm i seriously loveeeee food more than anything else ! HOHOHO! :D
ohhhhhh and i tink really , his smile is damn cuteeeee !
i'll missed it like really ! his everything .
braces and stuffss like that .
hahahs omgvcxzxc im really sounding like some pervert sehhhhh ! ~
hmm shall gonna start my daily routine again .
wake up > breakfast > study > study > study > study ....
sighhhhhhhh no lifeeeeeeeeee mancxcx ! -.-

2011-07-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

Hello !
hmm well now it's 9.09pm.
lols so today had schoool lorhx . boring :/
hahas ! got timetables for Studyyyy camp and prelim .
zomgvzxc ! :O
IM FEELING THE STRESS ALDY ! :(
rawrrrrrrr !
hmm but prelim : im giving it all my best in everything !
hwaiting ! :D
so studied awhile in studyyy corner with sh and cy .
then went yoshi studyyyy and lunched .
studied till 5 then homed to catch our dramas .
hahas , madness ! :)
hmm kkz then homed , bathed and studied a lil .
after blog gonna read hist notes .
hist first paper sehhhhhh !
woahhhhhhhhh yo :p
hmm anyw i tink gt one sec 5 guy quite cuteeeeee lorhx .
hahahs lols ! omgvcxvc i feel so ... hahas ikr !
lols cant blamed it . he kinda cuteeeeee ehh ! :P
hahahs alright , gtg ! toots ! :D

2011-07-13T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
change my thought for not signing up DPA .
decided to apply to biomedical in SP/NP.
hmm hope im being selected :(
anyw just trying out for "fun" (?)
hahs ! good luck manvcxcx to all applying ! :D
hmm alright guess today's gonna be rather a long post?
got sooooo many things to runt about .
firstly , today lunch time went to kovan to eat with friends .
smth happened . felt really depressed :(
i think im still not having a great impact on them .
i dont have leadership qualities :(
second , i really cant stand the bitches in my class anymore .
3 bitches inside -.-
fuck , totally intolerable !!!!!!
sometimes i feel so dumb helping some of them , like seriously -.-
can anyone just spare me a thought .
starting to HATECXCX my class again like , FUCK YOU SERIOUSLY ! __
i want to leave the school with memorable memories not some pictures about bitches and bastards flirting each other and acting like some fucking bitch -.-
lastly , i believed that some friends i knew were really hypocrite .
i know im one . i dont deny . in fact, who dont?
like seriously . im keeping quiet as im mature enough not because im fakeeeee but just that sometimes what i see maynot be what others see .
its like whatever i say , ppl will like " Really marhx? Really arhx?" that kind of thing .
wth !! seriously . dont believe then sua .
anyw i saw some of them really very #$%^W#$ sehhhhhh !
act like some fucking idk what .
like seriously . cheapo max then go geylang larhx ! nb ! -.-
hmm educated teenagers but no basic manners doesnt make u have any difference with those hooligans outside !!!!!
alright , shall stop complaining , spoilt my skin complexion .
HAHA! lols . alright . today is de end of DPA .
latest result by 19th july , 2 pm .
if i nv received any message then im being outlisted aldy :(
hope im being called ! :*
hmm kkz shall move on to another section .
hahas told u that its gonna be a long post ! :)

DAY 3 - A picture of me & my friends !

hmm well pics are on fb !
hahas go see yourself !
so basically i want to say that
I (L) my awesome friends around me .
i thank them for being there to lend me their ears and giving me so much wonderful & lovely memories !
*hugs & kisses* hahas :D
of course esp special thanks and loveeeeeees to BIG 2Apples'09 cliques & chiachiachiachiachia for my idk what character ! HEHES ! (Y)

2011-07-12T18:16:00.004+08:00

Hello peepos!

back to blog ! wheeeeeeee ! :D

hmm anyw number check : PRELIM IN 36 DAYS TIMEEE ! :O
hmm alright time flies like seriously i swear !

i last time rmbed was 50 days?

now omgvcxc ? *faints*

hmm uhhhhhh so anyw past few days was normal lessons and stuffs .

still condiering if i shld apply DPA yo .

last day aldy lehx . rawrrrrr !

i tink i shld . apply for 1 course only?

hahas ! lols take de bet ! Biomedical - please dont disappoint me :(

hmm so kkz bought myself 2 new pencil case and pens ! cuteeeeee ttvm ! :D

hahas kkz then gonna continue my reading soon .

been talking with classmates today , things are getting better . like last time? somehow?

at least not so awkward le ! YAY-NESS ! :D

hmm was in bad mood today after sch , sighhhhhh ! felt really uncomfortable with them sometimes :(

idk lehx . i just dont like this sudden urge of PMS-ing .

ohhh but went home i saw food , i totally forget about my sorrows and problems .

ate lunch happily :)

FOOD ALWAYS MAKE ME FORGET MY TROUBLES ! FOOD MAKES ME HAPPY ! :)

hahs perhaps i shld write that in DPA ! lols ! :D

2011-07-10T08:12:00.002+08:00

Hello there !
whoooo alright so now time check - 8.15am .
im here wide awake with my eyes open to blog ,
so after browsing thru de courses . ive made a big decision .
which is to drop de idea of DPA-ing .
hmm im along de fences actually .
ytd i saw baking & culinary science .
wanted to apply that as 1st priority.
but then decided to drop it as it's like idk lehx .
haisssssss so confusing !
mafan sehh ! can i like just dropped studies after O's? :(
feel so troubled by all these shitvcxzxcx ! like seriously !
teenagers like us shld be enjoying life noww not studying !
we've like wasted our youth on studies and books -.-
wtsssssssssssssssssssss! -.-
though its good however, being troubled by all these totally make me feel like im soooo totally no life type .
i dont like it ! chicken barbie ! D:
suan le , hmm anyw so having second thought on gg jc ehh .
cus scared ltr get results still dk which course to choose from :O
hmm anyw today is SUNDAY ! :(
which means tmr is monday aldy !
omgfvcxcx times flies like seriously .
i thought ytd speech day just over nia sehhhhhh !
de memories are still so fresh you know ? :O
hmm sighhhhhh , papa bringing sissaye for party at aunty alice house .
doubt i will be going cus its at simei then travel is can but i'll be goin there alone .
and travelling to somewhere far is soooooo boring -.-
hmm plusplus ive still got to do chem papers and maths papers .
all these are enough to kill me aldy ! :X
hahahs ! :D alright going for breakfast now .
toots ! :D

2011-07-09T18:50:00.002+08:00

Hello !
back to blog .
well been busy with sch works and speech day !
hmm so basically ytd was de most meaningful speech day ive ever had .
idk isit cus im graduating and its de last year of serving aldy or what? 感触特别多 .
blink of an eye , 4 years is soon to be over in sec sch life .
im taking O's aldy !
rawrrrrrr !
hmm anyw back to topic . hmm class dismissed at 1050 .
went to brunch ( brkfast + lunch ) > Felicia's hse > sch rehearsed > speech day > home .
rehearsal few times then had short dinner then camwhored .
pics all on fb !
totally loveeeee it ! it's like we were really graduating ! busy taking fotos and stuffs .
had soooooooo much fun ! :D
hahas ! THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES - YYSS , YYSSCO , YYSSPB !!! :D
hmm well gained alot in these 4 years .
so well speech day was a success ! though im really nervous ! :P
hmm then packed and gave de buffet a miss .
cabbed home . too tired to do anyth but still managed to force myself to complete chem paper .
fb chat with chewy . then sleep .
hmm seriously im touched by what chewy said ! :)
i bet he's not gonna see this . hahs :D
so anyw speech day was marvellous ! :D
hmm kkz so today basically boring as i would say .
mornin wake up studied then slacked then studied then slacked again .
hmm now doing dpa stuffs .
seriously should i apply for dpa?
im scared lehx ! what if i cant get into de course i like ?
what if i get in and the course turns out to be as boring ? D:
damn ! but im gonna apply first ! :(
hmm anyw i think some ppl are really very bitch and bastard !
like seriously ~ i cant stand it sehhhhh !
act infront of u only lorhx -.-
kk anyw im still liking him ! not gonna give him up! wishhhhhh me luck !

2011-07-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

DAY 1 - A RECENT PICTURE OF YOU AND 15 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT YOU (?)

Hello there !

I'm Angel ! :)

hahas 15 interesting facts :

1. Im ugly ):

2. Experiencing sweeeeet 15 going to 16 !

3. Fallen out of love recently .

4. Food is my lifeeeee ! (Y)

5. I want to have 2 children . They boy must come out first !

6. I loveeee cooking ! HA ! :D (not some 黄脸婆 ! )

7. (L) pink yellow green blue .

8. I have dannyphobia ! Lmao :P

9. I believe in miracles & loveeee at first sight .

10. I'm jealous of people with dimples !

11. I wanna be young again ! ):

12. Despise smokers , gangsters , flirters , bitches & hongsters .

13. Mind what you say , i'll rmb for lifeee ~

14. I loveeeeee my family ! (L)

15. I likeeeeeee hot guys + cuteeeeee guys + small guyss ! :D (btw,not pedo -.-)

2011-07-04T14:31:00.002+08:00

Annyeonghasayo(?)
hahs anyw benn rotting at home today !
HAPPY YOUTH DAY ! (Y)
so nooooope sch today !
boring sehh ! got sch = complain , no sch oso = complain .
i think we're very hard to satisfiy .
lols ! hmm so wanting to go to sch to study today but im alone so forget it .
fm tweeted if wanna go nex ltr on .
still considering .
feeling lazy oso lehx .
hahas awwww htae that laziness in me .
hmm sooo gonna meet mama ltr too then otw buy dinner home .
ohhh ! so tmr's speech day rehearsal !
rawrrrrr ! full dress somemore -.-
stuffeh lehx + uncomfortable !!!!!
but i wan to wear my heels ! :)
lols ! hmm anyw heard the names of future CO & prefectorial excos !
hahahs sureeee GG.com.sg sehhh !
yaoxiu lorhx ! suay for the behind batches .
hahahs ! :P
hmm anyw sooooo dont feel like studying today .
did a lil of maths & history .
lols hatecxzc my laziness -.-
i only can accomplish things outside ehh .
tskkkkkk ! shall see howcxc !
toots ! :D

2011-07-03T15:15:00.003+08:00

Hello ppl!
hmm today is a rather humid & warm day !
so stayed at home today , studying .
noon went compass pt to shop for my stationaries .
wanted to buy correction tape refiller end up cant find it .
bought post it instead.
lols were sooo amused by those fascinating pop up stickers .
wanted to buy them lehx end up bt then thought of dk buy le paste where.
hahas end up nv buy ! :D
hmm but they were so adorable !
rawrrrrrr ! i can really get distracted by those cuteeeee lil stuffs .
hahas ! then went to look at A level books .
seriously their bio is wowwwwwww ! :O
gp was hahas ! making me dizzy with the questions .
Q1 . Write about 200 words regarding _______ .
hahs see le head become big aldy ! :X
hmm i can just forget about going JC !
HOHOHO! anyw then went lunching with sissaye ard , wanted to buy lotssss of good food yo !
breadtalk,mac,bk,kfc,mos,yoshi etcetc !
lols tempting siol! :)
end up ate kfc . hahas !
hmm kkz so came back just awhile only (?)
am soooo bored now ! gonna do my work le ! hwaiting ! :D

2011-07-02T12:32:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl!
back to update!
ohhh well so busy since sch reopened .
phewww had investiture on wed's assembly .
well was so paisehh . lols anyw camwhored with beloved prefects during reception at ava .
hahas it's awesomeeeeee ! afterall we'll always enjoy the dew after the fog uh?
hmm maybe i'll miss prefectorial board eventually except for some parts uh? :)
soooo officially graduated frm 4years of serving the sch .
next up , speech day .
had speech day rehearsal on thurs and fri .
oral MT O's ytd .
totally screwed it up sehhhh! :S
idw to lose to WYX ! how can the teachers say him very good? :(
sighhhhhhhh ! damn ! Only left with LC to pull up my grades aldy !
freak sehhhh ! :X
hmm anyw then pract till 7pm . homed ard 7++.
studied a lil , tweet then slp .
gonna study ltr .
well what's the point for holding on for so long when you know what's meant to be ain't what's meant to be?
perhaps he really likes her , then keep pestering him oso very annoying sehh .
afterall she's born with good genes -.- due to this i have aldy lose 3/4 of the battle .
anyw i deserves someone better than him , isnt it?
he's just a ... crush in sec sch life (?)
afterall 10years down the road , when I reminises all these memories , i guess i will be laughing at myself for being so childish and retarded at that time .
phewwww anyw , shall move on now . Im living in 2011 ! not in the past ! C:
kkz toots ! :D

2011-06-26T08:37:00.002+08:00

Hello!
back to blog .
hmm so been going to library to study > chuni yani's house study > dinner outside with family > staying at home rot -.-
uber boring ehh !
zomgvcx ! today is de last day of June Holidays and it's coming to an end too !
dang ! July is coming :(
hohohoho dieeeeeee liaoz ! -.-
hmm so am gonna go into study mode today and be preoductive !
3 tests are waiting for me when sch reopens :(
sighhhhhhhhh ! that's life ehh ! :S
hmm kkz gonna make de best out of it !
hwaiting ! :P
anyw im trying to forget my feelings to ahemahem since she's de one he likes (?)
even though she may not be the one but i know it will definitely not be me .
what for trying when im not even compatible with him .
awkward only -.-

2011-06-22T19:26:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl!
hmm kkz back to blog .
lols ! so had last day of study camp today .
was kinda fun?
lols hmm kkz so went home after sch .
save $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ !
hmm anyw in sch today got an unforgettable eerie experience :(
omgvcxz scared de hell out of me ! :(
idw to experience it agn !!!!!!! * god blessss plssssss ! :( *
hmm kkz well , i shldnt think too much ....
ohhh so i have managed to save for a pair of heels .
awesome me ! hehes ! hwaiting ! :D
hmm kkz anyw gonna go studying with awesome friends tmr !
met blogshop ppl too . bought niceeee stuffs there :)
whooooo ! hmm kkz anyw wanna know smth?
my mama nw playing action potato on my itouch .
she soooo cuteeeee ! hahas ! she having so much fun ! :)
hmm kkz so im feelin kinda tired .
sighhhhhhhh ! im willing to hear you talk if u want .
why choose her? everything is also her . Why cant others see what we see?
dont they see her bad side ? damn it ! sucha bitch !!!!!!

2011-06-21T19:32:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl !
kkz im back .
hmm well study camp resumed today .
tmr is gonna be de last day !
whoooo ! going study on tmr & thurs?
hmm kkz gonna go into study mode le .
sch is re-opening . omgvcx ! :/
blablabla kk anyw studied today with lovelies @ nex .
found a good place to study .
whoooooo ! :D
hmm kkz soooo im nw on my $60 money saving plan .
gonna save $60 for my 2 pairs of heels ! omgvcx so gonna buy it .
hope i dont regret buying them !
then gonna save for after - o level shopping ! whoooo !
gonna start saving then i can go on shopping spree with lovelies !
awesome right? :D
hahas ! cant wait ! eggcited max ! :D
hmm kkz shall stop here for now . if nt i will be too excited and cant sleep ! :D
hahahs ! whoooooo ! feel my adrenaline running round my body aldy !
hmm anyw heard a bad news from bestie today .
hais totally got me kinda depressed .
didnt really know de story yet but then hear from her de news im aldy feeling like this .
cant imagine if she just tell me tmr , i tink i will faint and gooooo uber mad sad ! :X
rahhhhhhhhhhh ! omgvcxzcvx ! why isit always her !? :S
im getting soooo aggitated le ! shitvcx man ! So unfair ! hate hercxzx ! -.-
kthxbai !

2011-06-17T14:41:00.002+08:00

Hello !
hmm back to blog . kkz so today dint go study thanks to some --------- ! -.-
totally pissed me off like fuck .
kkz so anyw had toilet tear down today !
Zzzz~ super noisy like &*(@#$%^&*
i cant even study !
well did studied for awhile only .
sooooo been doing chem thick set 1 . left with 1 more sch then i can finish that set le !
whoooooo im awesome ! :D
hehes kkz so im bored nw like seriously .
lols . mama forbids me to cook dinner tonight . she scared i make a mess then she have to clean it up , but which i wouldnt . HA ! :)
hmm nvm . she dont understands my thinking .
lols kkz tmr tuition . gonna buy my pens .
it ran out of ink , lols hosehbo ! no need do homework liaoz ! :)
hmm kkz then will be staying at home till tues study camp !
papa day coming on sun ! He's working afternoon shift uh . Cant celebrate . tskkkkk ! :X
ohhhh kk shall postpone it somehow . lols ! -.-
kkz off to rest ! sending sissaye to her tuition ltr . beri hotvcxzcx lehx ! :S

2011-06-16T14:53:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
well sooooo ytd was great !
hmm went studying at Bishan > AMK
saw some weird scene at amk mrt .
like gt some secret mission .
Zzz , scary :/
hmm so went studying at mac . it was bigggggg !
studied till 8pm thn shop ard amk hub .
yinleng's parents offered to treat us to eat at Shabushi .
hmm struggled then in de end still went .
jap buffet + steamboat .
ate like crazyy . awkward like crazyy . full like crazyy . haha !
hmm thn homed ard 11pm .
tired + bloated ttm ! (Y)
awesomeness ! i guess a million thanks is not enough ! :)
hmm kkz so tmr gg out studyy too with lovelies ! whooooo ! :D
it's gonnnna be fun ! :D

2011-06-15T09:29:00.002+08:00

Hello babehhhhhhh!

kkz so went studying with crazy ppl ytd .

hmm had some papers done .

im efficient yeahhhhhhh! :)

so today's plan : Library studying with lovelies & dinnner !

Zomgvcxz ! excited ! sooooooo gonna be in study mood today !

task ----> -Catholic High Am p1 + p2 (if possible)

-E.m tys !

maths all de wayyyyy! hwaiting ! :D

hmm kkz so gonna be back at night . noooo twitter noooooo fb nooooo blogger .

hehes :P

im soooo tired still despite 8-9hrs of sleep !

wad's wrong with me? ? /.\

plusplusplus today everyone in de hse seems to be having moodswing?

tskkkkkk, whats wrong mancxc? :O

ohhhhh whatever . nth much ! toots ! :)

2011-06-13T09:34:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

back to updateeeeeee!

well anyw see de foto up thr?

my mama bought it @ tampines cus singtel having buy 1 fone get 1 fone free deal.

lols then she bought this .

damn blackberry has a bro?

hahahs cuteeeeee max ! :D

hmm anyw de deal is w/o contract luhh .

so yeahhhh ! hmm anyw been rotting at home doing nth .

life's getting boring.

hahahs ! :)

so today it's monday aldy! 1 week break had past ! im left with 1 more week to "enjoy"

yikessssssssss! :X

hmm kkz so am gonna self-study today . finish chem thick set?

hahas hwaiting ! :)

distractions everywhere .

awwwwwwwwwww shhhhhhhh , irritating -.-

kkz nth much luhh ! toots !

2011-06-11T11:12:00.002+08:00

hello!
well gonna be a short update .
going out to studyyyy soon! :)
anyw kk so im jealous tt band can go oversea trip for camp!
walaooooo why our sch treat them so good.
just cos they are supported by alumni?
tskkkkk,super bias ! :/
hmm anyw it's currently raining nw .
grrrrr wrong timing :C
ohhh well sooooo anyw i tink i have no time to think about emo stuffs .
it's time where i put my attention to studies and then relationship stuffs.
HA! kkz im being sooooo weird today!
soooo later go out , task fulfilments : Chem w/s!
Chem test(hopefully)
E.m tys !
A.m summatives!
Eng compre!
whoooooooo! hope i can complete them all!
gotta be acting fast! hwaiting! :D
hmm kkz so im tired ! lols . super random.
ohhhhhh am i weird? why? how? really?
:(

2011-06-10T08:06:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!
well not been updating regularly due to laziness.
hehes anyw ytd was de end of study camp!
whooooo! gt 2 weeks of break thn going back on 21 & 22 june for last 2 days of study camp .
hmm kk so as usual homeworks are nv ending . esp chem :P
but nvm it allows me not to slack during the holidays .
ohh then ytd after sch went nex to watch movie .
SUPER 8 ! well it's niceeeee but then ending quite disappointing . awwwwww :X
hmm but nvm , its still niceeee ! hahas they soooooo funneh! :)
kkz anyw we didnt even realised that de movie just came out ytd lorhx until we leave thn saw de trailer .
hahas and im still thinking why braces wont be attracted to de metal when others did .
hell funneh! :D
hmm kkz thn leave crazy friends to have fun while i have that annoying sister waiting for me (food) to go home -.-
spoilt my fun! :X
hmm kkz so ytd was more of slacking .
today gonna do my homework then perhaps some revision on maths .
tutor's work i haven done it manvcx! :S
kkz so that will be today's plan .
hope i followed thru it :)

Somehow i think my intuition are true .
you really likes her uh .
i sit beside and you didnt even talk to me !!!!!
fine , perhaps i shouldnt expect toooo much afterall .
but then somehow it's like falling in love with someone you know you cant is damn freaking tough .
what's worse? i cant even let you know i like you cus that will be over between us !
plus perhaps it's the wrong decision to even liking you in the first place !
everything also she wins . i really vant tolerate her anymore !
i really feel so sad when you and her just talk and laugh , ignoring me .
plus that bimbo keep flirt you ! fuck manvcxc !
seriously im sooooo pissed . you're not knowing it anyw ! :(

2011-06-06T16:36:00.002+08:00

Hello!
well today school was alright .
hmm did soooooo much retarded things during bio lesson.
HAHA! anyw did after school studying with chiaaa! had htht too ! :D
im loving it ~ :D
hmm kkz then went market eat late lunch .
otw home outside kovan shopping mall a reporter came to us and ask us to help her do an interview .
hahahs omgvcx its about smelly tofu! hahas! :)
we totally shock siaa , thought is do some survey or what .
hahahs then she asked us questions!
hmm we smiled and giggled . in de end wanted a picture of us . omgvcx ! totally insane !
like sooooo omgvcx paisehh max ! :D
hmm but then we just agreed . it's gonna be published this week i guess .
hahahs omgvcxz ! cant wait ! hope no one in sch recognised it . so damn unglam !
hahahs ! anyw tmr is EL prelim oral ! scared ttm siaa ! :X
hope i can pass well with flying colours! *prays*

2011-06-05T10:29:00.002+08:00

Well ! so back to blog !

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

hmm kkz so had steamboat session with sissaye's friends and family !

they were totally fraking hilarious like zomgvcxc! HA! :)

hmm then zomgvcx got 1 friend's child of hers damn freaking cuteeeee!

you wont believe his age if i ever tell you . he's totally talented .

hahas he sooooo damn open , got de dance gene in him .

he can straight away dance and sing along if any music he knows with lotsssssss of feeling !

zomgvcxzxcx! freaking mature and cuteeeee!

he's supergentleman too! once he finishes his performance , we cheered and he will bow like a gentleman . freaking cuteeeeee! :P

awwwwwwww,he's gonna be a gentleman in de future . niceeeee one !

his father quite shuaii oso lorhx ! hehes ! :D

hmm kk thats totally LOL! :)

ohhhhh so i realise that he loves biscuits . hehe,innocent children are sooooooo adorable !

hahas kkz so today's agenda : chem chem and more chem !

boringvcxcx! but then in between maybe doing 7min prac and maths !

tonnes of them to be completed ! :(

kkz shall save my craps for next time !

toots! :D

2011-06-03T19:20:00.003+08:00

Hello peepos!
well had normal sch today !
lesson ended early ! 1220!
whoooooo! :)
but then last period was totally ... :/
danny gave us 15 schools' prelim chem paper ! 3 thick sets !
gahhhhh! :O faints from doing it siaa ! :X
nvm i have started doing it already! :)
hmm im sooooo gonna get A1 for it , hwaiting ! :D
anyw i feel so out whenever they are discussing about "that" !
its like there's this freaking big humongous anger inside me when im discussin about this issue .
i begin to ponder if i shld go back for speech day .
like wtf ! haissssssss ! i hate it . its like caused our clique to like got bounded between de e___ and us :(
hmm i nv say i hatecxzc them for being ____ but then its de feeling of like being segregated .
what they do only a few of us are not involved and the teachers gave lotssssss of craps -.-
hate it maxxxxx! :X
hais finecxzc ! i shall look forward and carry on with my life .
i shall be positive . anyw shall start my 71 days plan tmr ! hope i persevered on ! whooooo ! :D
hmm kk so im blogging now . thinking of him . he didnt text and i nv want to start conver with him first . make me feel so .. unwanted?
lols kk anyw i kinda "regretted" having lunch with some ppl . im like being dumped in some dark corner and emo . i cant even join their conver like seriously . im like soooo not being myself when with them cus im no longer with them , joining their conver , sharing their fun and laughter . which causes us to be like hi-bye friends now . which is a sad thing to say . but somehow im neutral now to this situation . no comments . perhaps i know one of you may be reading this . im sorry . it's just seem to me that there's a huge gap in between us . i understand perhaps to the fact that we're in diff class but somehow the topics ur talk about makes me feel "cant-join-in" type de . nvm,we're still friends right? well though i was really sad over this at first but nothing can be change . but the memories we used to share will always be remembered . MAC CLIQUE ! & 2A'09 ! (L) :D
hmm kkz so well had a boring + hardworking afternoon today . did homework and the "make-me-wanna-die" chem w/s ! damn ! im sooooo not myself ! haha ! :D
hmm kkz anyw its a good thing right? HEHES ! kk nth much ! toots ! :D

2011-06-02T16:05:00.002+08:00

Hellllllllo blogger !
well im back to blog .
its been ages since i've blogged .
hmm blogger obviously have some technical probs =.=
kk anyw soooo went to take report bk with chiaaa on fri,last day of "sch"
hmm its the last day of sch for others but definitely nt de grad classes.
hehes so on sunday went mdm gao's hse for revision.
mon o lvl MT !
nervous ttvm! hope get A1 ! :(
hmm even get A2 i oso wanna retake ! hais *choiiiiiii* ! :X
kk anyw study camp begins thn i tink is like tuition lorhx .
lols -.-
hmm kkz so cant rmb much luhh! only rmb today went lunch with them . homed ard 4+.
kkz so im starting to treasure evry min with beloves! i really will miss the times we spent tgt ! :)
i have great friends ! :)
hmm kkz so anyw cleared misunderstandings with de boyboys ! hahs felt sooo much better ! :)
kkz idk what to blog le ! toots! :D

2011-05-23T15:27:00.002+08:00

Hello !

well wedding ceremony went smoothly last night .

hahas had so much fun! :)

hmm kkz anyw school today was boring , again ? =.=

hahas chinese continuous doing other school's paper was plain boring and dead . im soooo going to vomit frm doing chinese mancxzc! :X

hmm kkz so anyw went lunch with babes !

awww really love the time spent with them ! :)

kkz so im here blogging now .

bored right , i feel soooooo noooo life -.-

hmm wore new specs to sch , many said niceeee! yay-ness ! :D

had $$-wise prgrm . trainer ws plain shitvcxz ass boring -.-

i dun even find it useful . keep do the same ting siaa ! tskkkk $$-wise prgrm then waste $$ lorhx -.-

kkz im soooo bored right now .

nth to say anymore .

haven seen ___ quite long . sad :(

2011-05-21T10:01:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

well today is a day where Ng's family had been waiting for .

hmm sooooo slept @ 1am last night .

woke up at 5+ today . totally shag max !

thn all de bridesmaid came and as well de bridesgroom.

hahas had soooo much fun! the gatecrash ! lols -.-

hmm kk then did all the ceremony . awwwww so sweeeet worhx ! :P

kkz then had breakfast with family . united max ! hehes ! :D

hmm kkz slacking noww , going dress up at noon , style my hair ,change into wedding gown then off for dinner ! whoooooo! exciteddd max ! :D

hmm hope she have a blissful marriage in de future !

kinda sad noww ! :(

kkz shall not be emotional ! busy day ahead ! toots ! :)

2011-05-20T16:13:00.003+08:00

hello!

well had 3 hrs of MT lesson today!

omgvcxz xianx ttvm siol!

hmm kkz anyw so had CO meeting ltr ! was totally pissssed by what that bitch said -.-

kkz so had lunch with babes ltr . wassss totally awesome !

hmm kkz then homed and looped with babes ! awwww missss them! (L)

alright soooo then homed , paint my nails(purple) then now using com!

wheeeeee! it's tomorrow mancxz! egggg-cited max! hahs! :)

hmm hopeeee it turns out successfully ! *bless*

hope sissaye will be having a blissful life ! (L) (Y)!

hmm kk anyw sooo going rest noww and prepare myself for a fully-packed day tmr ! :)

omgvcx MT o level in 10 more days ! im soooo freaking unprepared !

CO going back for speech day,actually frankly speaking im excited for it but after what that cheena bitch said,i totally no mood liaoz like totally a bitch is forever a bitch ! like seriously .

hmm im not trying to be wad,but de sec4s aldy enuff of her fucking attitude :(

hais,sec4 rebel is oso she hai one lorhx . im sooooo not going to give a damn.

wanna use testimonial threaten i dont care . i can lodge complain to MOE see who big and see who wanna play with who ! don think our batch can anyhw bully . we tolerate ur nonsense very long aldy! _|_

u never keep ur promise thn u better watch out !

2011-05-19T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hello peepos!

well back to school in action today!

sighhhh results return back!

results were disappointing :(

hais chem fell to B4 ! humanities fell to B4 ! maths was disastrous ! chinese as per normal . eng din expect much . combine sci was deproved! :(

totally scrwed up MYE siaa! cried like hell just now! :(

hais but then i'll pay all back in prelims! D:

hmm sch ended early today,lunched with hershey's babe!~

then homed with buddies!~ :)

had htht on bus . But still,the feeling is not as strong as before aldy . sighhhhhhh ttvm! :@

hmm what's gone is gone . kk being emotional today due to exam trauma.

i shall not dwell about it,i must be resilient! hwaiting! :)

shall study hard for MT O lvel ! in 11 more days! shall not disappoint myself again!

jiayous! im ANGEL yooooo! :D

hahas kk shall go tweet nowwww! toots ! :)

2011-05-16T14:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
OMGZXCV IM SOOOOOOO HAPPY! :)
HAHHAHAS YAYAYAY MYE IS OVERRRR!

WHEEEEEE! IM SOO EGGGGCITED THAT IM TYPING IN CAPS! HAHAH! :D

LOLS KK ANYW HAD 2 PAPERS! OMGVCX I SCREWED CHEMISTRY ALREADY!

HOW CAN I DRAW THE GRAPH WRONGLY?

HOLYSHITCXZXCX! 4 MARKS GONEEEEE SIAA! WTH! -.-

BYE DISTINCTION! BYE TOP-POSITION IN CLASS! :(

HMM SHALL PAY IT ALL BACK IN PRELIMS!

OHH WELL SO HOMED ARD 1+ TODAY!

DAMN FREAKING LATE THE BUS! MAKE ME STAND FOR LIKE 20MINUTES K?

TSKKK! :/

OHHH KK SO THERE'S LIKE NOTHING FOR ME TO DO AFTER THE EXAMS! BORINGGGGG!

HMM ANYW WENT TO FIX MY SPECS YTD WITH MAMA AND SISSSS! :)

LOVEEEEEE MY BLACK SPECS! BUT IT'S EXPENSIVE MAX~!

$450 FOR THE LENS ? CUS THE SALES SAY CAN HELP ME REDUCE THE DEGREE TILL 0 ! WHICH MEANS I CAN GET BACK MY PERFECT EYESIGHT! WHEEEEEE! PROVIDED I OBEY HIS INSTRUCTIONS OF TAKING MY EYES WELL WITH THE SPECS LUHH! AND NOOOOOOT EXCEEDING 200 DEGRESS ! :D

BUT MUST WAIT 4-5 YEARS AFTER I GET MY SPECS! CUS THE LENS ARE NEW TECHNOLOGY TYPE ONE . OHHH GETTING MY SPECS IN 1 WEEK .

OHH AND MUST WEAR THE SPECS WHEREVER I GO .

HOPEEEEE I LOOK GOOD WITH IT! :)

HMM NOTHING MUCH TO POST ACTUALLY!

ERMMMMMM THERE'S LIKE SOOOO MANY THINGS FOR ME TO DO :

5 MORE DAYS TO SISSAYE'S BIG DAYYY! EGGCITED! :D

14 MORE DAYS TO MT O LEVEL ORAL! NERVOUSSSSS SIOL! :(

FEW MORE MONTHS TILL THE NATIONAL EXAMS! BRRRRR!

JUST TOLERATE + ENJOY THE VERY LAST FEW MONTHS I HAVE IN YYSS WITH AWESOME FRIENDS AND TEACHERS! :)

I'LL DEFINITELY MISSSSSSS YOU,BOYYY! :)

HMM FREEDOM! WAIT FOR ME! I'LL BE WAITING FOR U TO COME!

HAHAHAS! :D

RESTING TODAY,TMR AND WED!

GETTING ALL THE PAPERS ON THURS! SCARED TTVM!

I HAVE A FEELING THAT I WILL NOT DO WELL IN MYE! :(

HAIS! SHALL SEE HOWXCX!

TOOTS :D

2011-05-15T10:35:00.002+08:00

Hello!

well not been blogging cus blogger has some technical probs -.-

lols anyw went shopping spreee with family ytd,spent a bomb + wasted afternoon outside not studying! guilty ttvm luhh! lols! :X

ohhhh so im gonna be a guaii kia today staying at home studying.

haha kk! but then ard lunch time i will be meeting tc to get my stuffs . HA! :)

hmm kk tmr is de last paper and MT O LEVEL is in 14 more days! HOLY! 2 weeks exactly!

wthhhh shall chiongg hard for oral luhh! bless me * :)

anyw perhaps i really should not think about that matter at this moment.

it's really not the appropriate time to do so. plusplusplus it's my wishful thinking only barhx?

haisssssss why so confusing one? tskkkk -.-

kk hmm so shall stop blogging and twitting! omgvcxz highly addictive ! :(

toots! :D

2011-05-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :)

lols kk had amaths paper 2 ! wheeeee i hope i score well! it's like finally i feel that i can manage the paper so smoooooooth luhh! :)

hmm lols kk anyw had 1 paper today! im like left with chem now! biggest enemy!

been scoring shitty for de class tests! :(

im sooooo gonna shoot it down! *bangs* provided im not going to be careless and jamm! hell nooo!

hwaiting gal! :)

kk so had chem remedial then went home ltr ard 2+.

tired max! finally a small break before killer paper!

hmm gonna meet my babes tmr to chiong paper! final one! lets gooooo! :D

soooo im bored now. hahas nahh kidding . gonna go chem-gaga ltr ! evry minute is precious yo! :D

ohh anyw guess he's not interested in me . i shall give him up . plusplus its not the right time now yo . he's so yoyoyo you know yo? lols hahs! :D

hmm kkz toots! :)

2011-05-11T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hello!

kk wanna know smth funneh?

im hiding in de room now cus there's a freaking disgusting beeeeeeeeee outside !

wth can? i totally shock till luhh! :(

so i pack my bag and cry in de room.

hahas just kidding . of cus i surrender luhh and hide in de room.

lols kk so anyw had more papers down! now im left with amaths p2 which is tmr and mon chem!

let's go babehhhhh! :)

hmm kk then im prepared to partehhhh!

awesome max not? friday no paper no sch! hosehbo! really get down on FRIDAY! hahas :D

hmm kkz so physics many careless! :( but still prays that i can get my 70 mark target! :*

ohh emaths p2 was @#$%^

20 marks fly away le i tink? leave 12 marks blank . then plusplus minusminus lorhx .

damn! MYE = CUI! :X

bio paper was not that bad as i expected . Still hope i can aceeee bio? lols :*

hmm chem cnfm killer paper! dont expect much! :(

alright shall chionggg amaths p2 now! pls be niceeeee to me lehx! :(

tskkkkk! toots :)

2011-05-08T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hello!

hmm kkz back to blog!

well been studying and having fun recently .

went bishan library to study till night with babes.

then went chunyan's hse to study > fongmin's hse > chunyan's hse overnight .

burn midnight oil .

well was soooo stuffy and humid luhh seriously.

cant stand de weather anymore . so damn freaking hotvcxz!

plus more outrageous is that i was suppose to bathe with cold water in de end de cold water turns warm.

wth! dont even know isit cus of de weather or wad?

omgvcx!~ -.- soooooo hotvcvcx !

lols going to die of this weather too :S

anyw then watch de election results . wowwwww . not bad . PAP still won de majority of the seats .

but then there'll be an increase of GST t 20%.

hais :( rahhhhhh anyw having paper on tues . gonna chiongg hard tmr! hopeeeee de weather wont go haywire anymore! GLOBAL WARMING! D:

but im sorry im still having aircon in my room. cus its sooo freaking humid and warmmmm!

gulping down cups of cold water evryday! wth! bloated max! :(

kk i miss him suddenly .

ohh before i forgot .

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! (L) (Y)

iloveyou,mama! *kisses*

kkz toots! :D

2011-05-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hello!

wellll i know this is abit epic! :)

hmm anyw had amaths today!

damn i screwed it again! wtf!

i had screwed emaths as well! D:

hais can dieeeee aldy! MYE is not good as i was expecting!

hope i'll score well in sciences! *praysssssssss* :O

hmm kkz been busy with MYE prep! whoaaaaa studied 5 hrs @ bishan library today with babes!

was funnnnnn and fruitful!

gonna chiongg tmr too! hwaiting! :)

hmm anyw many papers down and few more to go! i believe i'll manage them well! B-E-L-I-E-V-E ! :)

kkz anyw been troubled by some probs,hmm idk if he was saying me on fb,but somehow i feel that way. me being too sensitive? Not sure . but the words seem to be shooting at me .

how? but even if he's really shooting at me,is he start to ask for my __ first ehh . how could he even twist the words and make me be the bad guy? ohhhh what a jerk seriously.

make me dwell about this for days . wtf! can just go bang de wall seriously!

ohhhh well anyw i guess i'll updateee soon again yeahhhhh? toots! :D

2011-05-04T16:22:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I'm back from school!

had history paper today! omgvcxz i dont screwed it ! :(

i nv finish writing SBQ ehh! tskkkk~ :/

omgvcxz kk paper ended @ 930 then homed ard 10+.

wheeeee sisaye wedding's is in 17 days more! kinda eggggggggggcited!

hahahs! :D

lols sissaye said something funneh which brightens my day!

awwwww sweet! :) (Y)

hmm kk omgvcx eggcited much! im gonna camwhore like crazyyyyyy! :D

hahas kk anyw tmr is EM P1 & MTP2!

wishhhh me good luck siol! :)

5 papers down! 8 more to goooo! Hwaiting! :D

i can do it! (L) Im awesome! (Y)

hahhas kk some self-confidence boost !

hmm i miss _______ ! rawrrrrrr!~ :(

kk toots! :)

2011-05-02T15:48:00.003+08:00

Hello!

short update!

well been slacking luhh lus mini bits of studying.

hoho! k tmr cnfm chiongg liaoz cus wed taking paper marhx!

hahs! so omgvcxz i miss _____ siol! :(

hmm boringggg day! kthxbai! :)

2011-05-01T20:03:00.002+08:00

Hello!

k well today went shopping again with mama and sissaye then had dinner @ compass!

wheeeeee niceeee! been somehow addicted to shopping! :)

hmm anyw glad that today is labour day if not i doubt i'll be able to complete my hist paper!

well im jus like seriously slacking only lorhx? :(

memorise only de front part,behind all like some shitcxz!~ :O

lols boring max! anyw im such an easily distracted gal~ nooooo bad gal! :(

anyw i realise twitter is more interesting than facebook luhh . idk why but somehow its not so boring.

or isit because i ... ? ohhh well dear angel,now its not the time for loveee! and perhaps its all plain illusion. i should refrain from extra concern towards him :( he dont even like me . give up gal! :(

k perhaps i shld really stop myself from getting into deep shitvcxz again!~ :(

i just wanna be loved :(

anyw jus did lil questions of physics and few chapters of chem tys.

going study hist again after blog i guess? then slack awhile more .

hmm today iphone 4 white come out . i wanna buyy iphone sooo badly! :(

sucks , nvm i shall wait for iphone 5? hopes mama buy for me or @ most i use my own money pay lorhx! :(

ohhhhh well , kk im still using tonnes of tissues . wed examinations how? grrrrr i dunwan to be de centre of attraction when de hall is freaking quiet and im there only one sneezing and coughing mad . paisehhhh max siol! :/

anyw i tink i reply his tweets more than he reply mine lorhx . walao makes me feel like freaking bhb siaa . what if he finds me irritating? nooooooo! i tink i can jus go bang de wall luhh . like seriously :( k imma sad gal now . even heels and dresses can make me happy now :(

2011-04-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hello people!
im in a good mood today!

hahas well cus i managed to finish reading + lil memorising of hist + went girl's shopping with sissaye and mama for wedding stuffs.

hahs of cus not me getting married , like obvious right? :)

lols k so bought like totally niceee heels @ cotton on! loveeeeee them like precious! :) (L)

hmm bought dress too . hahs elegant max.

the stuffs @ the shop were very friendly . though they were like some aunties but they were hip yeahh! :)

they say they jealous of my height and say i wear the dress appears to be very class and elegant.

lols dk is they purposely or wad,but anyw de dress itself is oso very niceeee lorhx! :)

hmm k then dinner @ hougang mall,saw ariel chan & her bf @ subway eating dinner wearing light makeup with some sports wear? cuiiiiiii max! suayyyyyy too!~ -.-

anyw idc luhh,omgvcxz im seriously still feel so excited about de heels luhh .

i tink i like de heels more than de dressss! wheeeeeeee! :D high ttm!

hmm k bad news is that all of them cost a bomb! :(

i feel so guilty . its like jus all de dress and heels and bags = 200++? wth freaking ex!

omgvcx uber guilty DDDDDD:

hope its worth it! (L) my parents ttc!!

awwwww anyw had fun today so gonna be serious work tmr! chionging hist ! hwaiting!

alright last thing : perhaps its de wrong time thinking about L-O-V-E now. He dont even show his real feelings . or maybe im thinking too much? we seldom talk . i dont even have his number . wth,its jus an illusion . maybe he used to treat ppl good ? :(